Envision/Exposure

[mistressa]

This is to all my friends at Envision that I have no spoken to yet. Due to mental and emotional problems I have decided to leave Envision. This only means that I will no longer attend nightly chats or post in the forums. I will keep tabs on the work that everyone's doing, and if anyone needs any artistic boosting, I'll still be around. This

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I'm sorry, Kitsu.

[anonymous]

But it's been bothering me the way things ended between us, and I know it was my fault. I just want to say that I'm not what you think I am, even though if I remember right I'm the one who gave you the idea.

I don't want you to feel like you have to talk to me; if you still feel the same about me and the way I am now then there's no hope to begin with, and I'll just give up on ever being friends.

But the fact is that I liked talking to you, Kitsu, and I can't help but feel that it was all just a misunderstanding. I suppose if I really am a creeper I wouldn't know it, so...

I don't know. If you feel like it, write back. If not, delete my comment and I'll take your silence as a final answer, and I'll just stop trying.

I can't say that I've been thinking of you constantly, or that I love you madly, but whenever I'm reminded of you there's the faint echo of a few really happy days and the bitter taint of regret.

I kinda had to get that off my chest. Sorry.

~Wendigo