Been busy and it doesn't seem to be letting up

[mistressdesade]

Good times first

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[darklingfae]

I love you! I have tomorrow off if you wanted to get together at all. I still feel like crud but I'm here if you need me.

[mistressdesade]

Sorry I didn't get back sooner, life has been crazy. On top of everything else, I turned my hair all different colors with the top being anime red and I got sick (bad "that time" with ALL the bad symptoms), so I am in bed today. I am doing ok, just feel like I am losing it and trying to keep it together. Good news is that Gramms has a UTI which might be the source of her confusion, this would be the best possible scenario. Bad news is that she is down to 110lb. and the stupid assed doctor reinforced her bad patterns by minimizing the severity of her situation to her. So out of pure frustration, I blew up on the phone with her and resorted to the same emotional blackmail that she uses on us by refusing to take my heart pills unless she did the things she is supposed to, like sleep, eat and drink. I feel like shit for losing it like that, but so help me God, she drives me to it. Everything she is doing, she is doing to herself, physically, she is healthy as a horse, in much better shape than me and my mom. She is making herself weak and

[ladynisa]

OMG you were there too?! I was there with Frank!! What side were you guys on? we were ont he left side up by the speakers and the VIP fence area.

[mistressdesade]

We got there late because we went to sushi first. We actually only got to see about the last four songs. So we were in the back by the beer stand, just slightly left of center.