i don't even know why the f*ck i write on this stupid thing...no one gives a shit anyway...whatever...

A bright light is seen shinning from my soul ( Read more... )

Alrighty...today is ok...Katja :"bought" me a mom's necklace... its pretty a mix of yellow and white gold....:) its what i wanted. If any of you have aol...check out my member profile...i have pix of Katja on 'em. I think one or two may be from her 1st bday...can't remember. but they're cute ( Read more... )

I swear, I just watched the best mother's day present ever. Linda, Erik's mom, put together two cds with pics of Katja..like a slideshow...with the music "In My Daughter's Eyes" by Martina McBride and I just about bawled....it was SO cute!! Erik, if you read this, tell your mom thank you...i loved it and i really appreciate it...but i'll talk to ( Read more... )

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

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I finally have internet access again. Hurrah. My life is just as uneventful as usual...but that doesn't bother me. I wanted to write to Erik a letter, confessing feelings that still linger, but I won't. I met an unbelievable man last night. I went to my job to check my schedule, and in comes this adorable guy. He saw me and winked...anyway, I walk ( Read more... )

I hope everyone is doing well. I am, thankfully. I have been thinking, a lot, and throwing away old things. I have realized that my high school friends and I have grown apart. All of them. I speak to a few, never on a day to day basis and I miss that, and in another way I don't. I love Annie, Sara, even Erik to bits, but not a word from anyone. ( Read more... )

Another fork has been placed in my life's path. However, this will not get me down, it will build me up for the rest of life's unknown plan. I have been reshaping myself into the person who I want to be, so now as much as possible, things are no longer negative. I cannot let things get to me as much. I.E: My daughter was given the dis-ease she was ( Read more... )

Just a quick update. I don't understand. I'm going to school, taking care of katja, TRYING to work a full time job, and i'm the most stressed out I've ever been, BUT i have tons and tons of guys hitting on me! I guess if I ever dated one of them and said another one of their name's it really wouldn't matter, since every guy that talks to me is ( Read more... )

If anyone cares, I'm still alive, but I know how happy you all are to hear from me...hehehe. Anyway, I've been doing great! Katja's awesome and I start school on Monday...FINALLY! hurray. Oh, I have a question for any of you who could possibly help me. I want to start a permanent lj, I want a fresh new start, I don't want to look at this one and ( Read more... )