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[mistyallen]

I have to get this out... and all I can do is hope that anyone reading won't totally judge me for it. It's my journal - it's my place to get these things out when I have no other outlet. I don't have anyone at home to talk to right now... and today has just been so awful

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[buttercupmommy]

Oh Misty, I am sorry you ( and Deacon) are having such a bad day. From what you discribed I wonder if I would have done the same thing. I just don't know how to give you advice on D because I haven't been in that kind of situation with Sierra. I hope the supermarket goes better for you, I would think that D would be good since he knows what is going to happen if he is bad! Don't apologize though!

[lori73]

Misty... ((bighugs)) I am so sorry you have had a bad day. I have BEEN THERE, Sydney has sent to my breaking point before. You are a grat mommy,... and all i can say is I really think this is an age thing. These 4's are killing me... and I honestly cant wait for school to start.

I hope the store went better.

[contactsportsx2]

I'm going to try and come back to this later, but in the mean time

((HUGS))

It is hard raising kids, and if it's ANY consulation, my kids have their "not so hot" days too.

I personally think you both are still in an adjustment period. It's going to take time to get used to it. In the mean time, everything is going to feel out of whack for Deacon. He's going to test you. And he's going to be a 4 y/o who has a lot of energy. ;)

I really want to think more on this, but right now I wanted you to know that I was out there reading and thinking about you.