A friend asked for another update on my job... so I thought I'd cc it here, too. (most of this kind of sounds like a repeat from my last entry, lol ( Read more... )

Why does change have to be so hard ( Read more... )

So I had a job interview with a local business. It's called "Bill's Farm & Home" and it's kind of like a WAY scaled down Bass Pro sort of store. Sporting goods, clothing, tools, farm stuff... etc ( Read more... )

* 12 days. In a row. I must really be some kind of prude or something. I promise I really am NOT antisocial. I LOVE to have get-togethers, bbqs, family things, friends over, game nights... I REALLY DO. But today was the TWELTH day in a row that I had company. Mike was here from Thurs the 24th until Tuesday the 29th. Tuesday afternoon Jason & Autumn ( Read more... )

I worry sometimes that Deacon is gonna grow up and read my journal and think that I was miserable during this time in his life. I don't want that. I don't ever want him to think he wasn't loved or that I regretted the decision to become a parent, because I don't and I never have. I LOVE him. HE doesn't make me miserable. He's not a bad child - it's ( Read more... )

I read a quote yesterday - on an album in a scrapbook shop... it said ( Read more... )

having a *good mommy* day. AF is on her way and I'm out of sorts to start with... and Deacon is GRUMPY and doing his best to get on my last nerve. He's not feeling great with allergy stuff (runny nose, itchy eyes), so I feel bad for getting irritated with him because he can't HELP it if he's not feeling well ( Read more... )

So Mat and I looked at a house this morning ( Read more... )

Hm. I think I must be grouchy today. Or extra sensitive. A comment to me by a friend has just rubbed me the wrong way. I'm sure it wasn't meant to sound the way I took it. I dunno ... I guess that happens to us all at some point. Something said sounds offensive even though logically we know it wasn't meant that way ( Read more... )

man. after 11 or so years being OUT of the work force ( well I worked at home, but I mean actually being out there in the real world)... it's HARD to know how to start ( Read more... )