GOODBYE ( Read more... )

its over when its over ( Read more... )

To really love a woman ( Read more... )

hmm, well lets just say im officially the top and only candidate on the reality tv show the bachelor. all though it seems like fantasy its definately reality. and as Forrest Gump says..."and thots all i hov ta say bout thot ( Read more... )

in a moment of silence, everything becomes clear ( Read more... )

i must document the butterfly phenomena. the first occurance of my butterfly phenomena happened over the weekend. i was walking outside to go to my truck to get some breakfast and this butterfly flew up to me and then flew off slowly toward the storage shed in the back of my apt house. so i followed it, out of curiosity or a drawing per say. it ( Read more... )

i dont think i have ever in my life felt like purgeing as much as i do in this moment............im extremely on edge, and i find myself being very intolerant of everything and everyone right now.....its scaring me..........perhaps im frustrated, perhaps im tired, perhaps im disappointed, perhaps im crying inside, perhaps im angry, perhaps im sad, ( Read more... )

Goodbye ( Read more... )

the ending when im back at the beginning again.......wow the will power it is taking me to not consult the truth seer......the will power its taking me to be strong, to hold it all in. the will power it takes to accept reality as it is.....like a dear friend of mine and i say "it is what it is" is that true, is it really what it is, or just an ( Read more... )

When your life moves on ( Read more... )