i need to figure out what i want out of life. i've been spinning and dangling by a thread for so long, i've truly forgotten how to burn bright and consume the world in my fire. ironically, i guess that's what i really want, but you can't burn without fuel, and i have nothing. i remember a time when i couldn't sleep sometimes because i would ( Read more... )

WRITERS BLOCK GO ARGH!!!!!!

there's a light shining through ( Read more... )

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okay, so i hate 80s metal. most people accept this, but being a relatively new-found metalhead (as far as the heavy stuff is concerned, i'm really only 3 yrs in on this trend and it's paralelled my ascent [or perhaps decent] into emo/post-hardcore, which takes some of my attention too) this is somewhat of a faux-pas. for me to want to listen to ( Read more... )

too fucking accurate dammit!

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
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i have to encourage you guys to download/purchase/listen to the latest buckethead album "enter the chicken" off serjical strike records (aka serj tankien from SoaD's record label). really diverse, some incredibly mellow tracks in the middle that are actually reminiscent (a little) of mezzanine IMHO along with the customary buckethead shred and ( Read more... )

i am the headtrip ( Read more... )

okay, i want to know if this is introspective or just heavy-handed. comments welcome plz ( Read more... )

patience is a terrible experience. there's little room for mistake, you either act out of turn or act in turn. acting out of turn can undo everything, and i've never been good at reading the invisible lines ( Read more... )