So Many Jerks So little Patience

[mistylou69]

I'm getting into a slump again. It seems like no matter what I do I can't get ahead. I have too many bills, not enough money and more shit piled on top of my head. I used to be an angry bitch. I used to be mean and rude and I didn't give a fuck about anything. Fuck you if you don't like it...that was my motto

Comments

[lacierc]

I'm sorry you're feeling stressed. I hope that at least some of the things that have changed you have made you feel good about yourself. When you feel bitched at by well-meaning associates, don't. You determine how you feel. There is always something to be gained from something that is hard to do. You grow as a person through challenges. This is what I have learned so far in my life. Even the shittiest things teach me something. If only that something is not to do that one thing ever again.

I totally agree with you on the methane mobile. John's would run forever.

[mistylou69]

Thanx Lacie! I know I learn from all of this shit, but it's just hard. I know that people have way more stress than I do too, but I don't do well under stress, it seems. Hopefully things will work themselves out and I'll be happy again soon. I mean, I'm happy enough, but I have this underlying feeling of stress and bullshit.