if there ever was a time when i couldn't think of literally one person, just fucking one person that I could talk to it would be tonight. i really hate feeling as if i have to bottle everything up. i just feel like things are crumbling all around me in the smallest yet most significant ways.

I believe the first time I met you was in a pre-recital warm-up session with Mrs. Kinas. I think I knew you were in chamber and big in acting by then somehow and I was kind of intimidated to be warming up with you! haha Little did I know at first that you would be giving me advice when we were walking over to Bev. Then there was Bat Boy, and then ( Read more... )

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I don't know what is going on in my mind these days. I don't recognize myself sometimes anymore, and I've been getting in these freaky blackhole-like depressed moods out of the blue. I really hate this...

been up since 4:45
practice was cancelled and we have a game tomorrow:-(
BUT school is cancelled!! whoop
i love snow:-)

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Stop smoking pot by taking up crack instead.

Get your resolution here

so amusing. ha!

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

katie is over as usual and she is on aim talking to people when she gets really frustrated. so i ask about it and she says that this guy from her school is being an asshole. so i look over her shoulder to see the sn and it is a name that looks very familiar. *moment of realization* "shit, that's my first boyfriend!" i haven't talked to this guy ( Read more... )

three more days until vacation!! thats it...then i get to go home and get my wisdom teeth out! ha im so excited. not. i'm pretty freaked out because i have never had surgery or gotten a filling. i can't wait to have time off from school though, even though its really not time off because the time just gets replaced with the million things my rents ( Read more... )