i totaled my car. fuck my life.

im packing all my shit from my dorm. this weird passageway from boy to boy and art to the next day. a large storage closet really. i cant wait to feel like i have my own place where i actually belong and am not just occupying for the night. in hopes of getting closer to that goal i applied at silver coin where they are hiring waitresses. hopefully ( Read more... )

 so i am officially a sculpture major and these are the classes i will be taking next semester

intro to throwing (pottery on the wheel)

molding and casting

sculpture 1

relief ( printmaking)

texts and contexts

intro to figure modeling (sculpting the human form and learning anatomy)

yay!!!

btw. i had the weirdest dream last nite. my roomate tried to get it on with me and then i told her to get off and she got mad at me and told me i was horrible to live with. then i told her that her bulimia pissed me off and we cried together. freaky

this friday off

parade for the president

my boss sucks

joe doesnt

stabbed myself

ouch

moving in with joe

for everything good in philly there is something bad

can this be true? Am I really in love again? 3 years of a torn up broken heart and life finally cut me some slack. Its scary and amazing but i feel that way again. warm and safe and fuzzy and comfortable. i havent been able to open up to people in a long time but thats changing and it feels great.  its so nice to have someone else to worry about. i ( Read more... )

my parents saw my tatt and didnt even care YAY

so yea today was a freakin awesome. went to a show. hungout with john vanderslice and his bandmates got cheesesteaks and icecream and got invited to go to their show in NY and be on the guest list!! it was a good day.

i got too "low". hahaha. god i wish that was on tape

i had a nightmare last nite that my hands fell off and then i sculpted them out of clay with my left over nubs but my hands wouldnt let me use them. they went into a bird cage and took the key inside. then i just started pecking at them like bird.

i think this is because i have been having problems with my wrist lately when im drawing. im frickin