life sucks so much sometimes, and you wish you can just have your way, because it isn't a bad way at all. things change, and my life likes to get a bit worse. and i die a little more everyday. i'd like to forget about my childhood, my past, my life, but life doesn't really work that way, i wish things could at least once, go my way ( Read more... )

bad day.

after i wrote that last post, i went to watch hero with my momma. it was an ok movie. the colors that they used in it were very beautiful. then i went to matts and we went to le mall and saw brooke and leslie! my dear leslie that i have not seen in forever! then we left and went to best buy, went home and ate king taco, watched half of love ( Read more... )

theres nothing to do on this very lonely saturday. no one is home and i'm going to die of boredom. theres nothing to do at home, i've been stuck here for the past days, and i seriously have not stepped out of gate. please kill me. its horrible. i feel so trapped, and i guess this is how hammy felt. so sad ( Read more... )

i found this on homestarruner.com
its one of the funniest things ever.


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so i am sick. i had a temperature of 102. i have a throat ache, neck and shoulder pains, and several headaches. and am so weak. i'm sickly and pale too.

i am going to get dead pretty soon.

i will miss you guys.

je suis fatiguee. TRES FATIGUEE. je suis tu raplapla... if thats how you spell it. je suis comprende pas. :( i am no mattia ( Read more... )

i love rilo kiley! today was really fun and meeting jenny was nice. she was so lovely, i really admire her. i'm a cheese ball, i'll admit it. :)
wish you were there with us. but it was fun anyway.

time to go do my speech and die.

hum what is there to write about. my life sucks and i can't say anymore than that. well i guess i can explain why ( Read more... )

i'm tired, i'm old, i'm 60 trapped in a 17 year old body... i'm mentally ill, physically ill, figuratively ill, really ill in everyway. FATIGUEE ( Read more... )