I dunno wtf im doing... ur gay.

Chris sucks. I fucking hate him.

I decided to give up on love for good this time. Bud hurt me, Chris hurt me. i always get hurt. Maybe love just isnt my thing. it isnt meant for me to find someone to love... it isnt meant for me to get married. It isnt emant for me to have a family of my own. i think my life was intended to live successfully... ( Read more... )

Last NIght, I went to see 'The Bourne Supremecy' with Matt, Joe and Brendan. It was an okay movie. I want to see 'I, Robot' now. haha.

I called everyone up, but no one ever responds, So when Brendan picked me up, we were like, "lets go pick up Joe" and we did, lmao. Then we called Matt and he was sleeping, but went to pick him up too. Haha, ( Read more... )

Last night, I got a call from Joe saying he was in the front of my house, lmao, and that he wanted to hang out. So I went outside wiht him for a while, smoked a cigarette and then we went to go bother Dan. I think he was mad that we rung his doorbell... It was all joe's idea , though. Anyway, so we were like "lets walk over to Daves house." ( Read more... )

I went to bed at like 4 am yesterday and then I woke up 5 1/2 hours later, wide awake. LMAO. Now im tired as all fuck. Maybe  Ill start getting in my sleep cycle agian. The original goin to bed at 11-12. because once school starts, imma be fucked lol.

I had another bad Dream, I think thats just me being stressed out. I remmeber it vaguely. ( Read more... )

IM REALLY PISSED RIGHT NOW. THE MINUTE I WRITE MY WHOLE FUCKING XANGA, THE COMPUTER FUCKING STALLS! GRR

I didnt go to sleep last night, at all.. I just figured, not to go to bed because I had to wake up early anyway. So I just talked to Brandy all night, then I took a shower and went to my grandmas house.

Today wasnt good, Carbwise, I had a ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Lauren Marie Rose L.
-- Birthplace: Bayside Queens, NY
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brown, red highlights
-- Height: 5' 5"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Virgo

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Italian, 100%
-- The shoes you wore today: Adidas Flip Flops
-- Your fears: Sharks, dying, not being loved, being ( Read more... )

For the first time in days, I checked Buds away message and goddamn what a horrible time to check an away message of your ex boyfriend that ur not over yet.

"I love you Alyssa, feel better. Dont let them get to you, I'll call you in the morning" well shit... U never left a fucking away message for me when I was sick. Fucking bastard. i hope you ( Read more... )

Thought that I was going crazy
Just having one those days yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you

And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight

'cause baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
We were meant to be as one

Was tired ( Read more... )

My life seems so boring. I dont even get eprops or comments. THATS how boring I am. Im just some eightteen year old with nothign else better to do but bitch on her xanga how her ex boyfriend broke her heart more than anything and how i might of went out for a few.

Im actually here opposite for what other poeple think im here for. Im not here for ( Read more... )