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MEXICO WAS FUCKING AWESOME! Being there with the family was really fucking cool and I hope we can travel again.

I bought my first pipe, lmao. It was funny, it has this sex position on it and my dad was like "uh, thats funny" Im glad I got it and it was really cheap to. I was thinking about giving it to dan as like a "thank you for helping me get ( Read more... )

this one is really funny because it has NOTHNIG to do wiht me, but I got it anyway, HAHA.


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Goddamnit man, I cant have a normal fucking life!!! Why does bud have to bug me so goddamn much... i mean he ims me and was like "uh, Yeah, if u wanna fuck we can u just cant love me..." im like "WHAT?!" its just soo confusing, I dunno anymore. He said he wants to convince something to himself,but what? exactly what does he want to convince? Im soo ( Read more... )

Well, Well, Well. Ud never guess who I talked to.... Bud. I told himabout Dan and I and he got Really really mad... I wish he didnt, but he did. and I dunno why. I think he lvoes me still.. and he wont want to admit it. Im not sure. I found out that that Alyssa girl was lying about them having sex and im pissed at her now but I cant im her ( Read more... )

I just had a dream about Bud and I think that all my dreams I remember I should talk about considering it had an impact on me.

I dont know where i was, but I think i was at Buds Work. So I walked up to him and smiled and sucked on his bottom lip, I used to love doing that. The kiss felt so real, like old times... Made me realize how much I missed ( Read more... )

W00t! Dan came over really late and we were talking. Hes so sweet, I love him.. Goddamnit why is he dating Rachel?

I hate that!!!

Dan, be mine!

~Lauren

W00t!!!

Raindrops are falling on my head
And just like the guy who's feet are too big for his bed
nothing seems to fit
those, raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

so I just did me some talking to the sun
and I said I didn't like the way he got things done
sleeping on the job
those, raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

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Boring Day. I packed for mexico today, So thats good. I didnt work, so thats better! LOL.

I just mainyl sat on my ass doing nothing.

I cant wait to get my MP3 player and I cant wait to FINALLY be landing in Mexico.I just want that part to be done with, lol. I hate planes.

Tomrrow I have a interview for a new job, I hope Ig et it! :(

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Bought an MP3 Player today. IT was a really awesome looking Dell one. 15 gigabytes that I dont even need but it was mega..or should I say.. GIGA! cheap! LOL im turning nerdy, sorry.

Mexico is in 5 days I cant fuckin believe it! I cant wait til just be there. I have alot of stuff to do before we leave though.

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