Initiate *somewhat angry* emo rant mode

[mitsume_greyn]

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[toltiir]

Hey you...I do care about you quite a bit. And it ain't no illusion, for that I am certain of. I think of you very often to the point of getting mopey about you not being nearby so that I can see you, and life not letting me do as I please and visit you on a more regular basis. As for you saying that you are an ass.... eh who isn't is some way... sometimes in this existance you have to be so that people don't walk all over you. I should know I am too nice and people do walk all over me... probably why my life keeps dying in front of me despite my best efforts. As for relationships... odd area... while it is true one is not needed to survive or to live life, it is just one of those little pleasures in life having someone you care about and they care about you right back. I guess some things in my heart concearning you never left ne? I apologize if it does make you uncomfortable knowing I do still think of you that way, but if I must choose between being just friends or never seeing you... I choose friends...I at least have that, and

[rocklee122585]

ah the life of work/sleep/no social life. really does a number on ya, i should know lol. i may have been joking around like usual at oushi the other night but i'm beaten & drained of any kind of spirit i used to have. just know that i always like hanging out with you & i'm trying to comeback to oushi this summer. sorry that men are such assholes to ya. don't see how people can be that way to such a good person. don't listen to that "real life" nonsense. life is what you make it & if you're doing something that truly makes you happy nobody else has say in the matter. & i know this sounds forced but i do care about you & still think about you. you're like a real life muse. you inspire good in those around you. well at least that's how i see it. but what do i know. i dunno i'm being random & it was a really long post so it's hard to respond to everything. just be your own person & live life doing things that make you happy cuz happiness is the greatest treasure you can ever have in life. sorry if this all sounds stupid, i'

Glad to know where I stand in your parents' eyes.

[nissacat]

Meh. Like I said before, one of the things I like about you is that even though we have vastly differing views on certain things, we can still hang out and have a kick ass time. As you said: people think that because you're religious you don't drink or curse. At the same time, they think that because I have looser morals than most that I'm a slut. Well, I know you don't press your beliefs on others and you know I'm not a whore. If you need to talk to me or want to hang out, just drop me a line. The rest is trifles for all I care.

Re: Glad to know where I stand in your parents' eyes.

[mitsume_greyn]

eh, my dad's bizare... I don't think he actually thinks when he speaks. He just says whatever first occurs in his head.

Plus he has mental disorders. Has a penchant for saying precisely the things that will inspire an arguement because he doesn't feel comfortable unless there's some sort of drama in his life.

This particular rant wasn't really about the friends I keep so much as my going to conventions and spending money on anime and stuff.

Also, whatever my father says is not necessarily echoed by mother. She's her own person and doesn't always agree with my father. More often she disagrees. lol.

I deal with this sort of drama on a regular basis. *shrugs* You stop paying attention after awhile.