Strange Pains and Stress
Specifically my right shin hurts, the archs of both feet hurt, my right ankle seems to have gone numb, my right knee is killing me.
My left ankle hurts, my left hip hurts, lower back aches and shoulders ache, and my hands apparently dislike holding onto things with a firm grip because I've dropped so much crap today it's not even funny. o.0
I haven't the faintest idea why my shin hurts, but it's like... beyond pain presently. Hurts so badly, that it's incomprehensible how much it hurts.
I haven't figured it out precisely, but it's got something to do with this tendon that runs along the bone there from my ankle to my knee. It pains me greatly in the morning when it's stiff from sleep but it eases once I've gotten the leg moving for awhile. I dont know when it started either, but it became a hinderance yesterday and felt worse today. o.0
Heck this morning I couldn't stand for more then fifteen minutes before feeling like I was going to die. I was having difficulties breathing though, so it may have been a lack of oxygen more then anything that was causing it.
Anyway, it was a good day. I spent it doing whatever I wanted to do, well... within the confines of my job of course. It was amusing to me because it was mostly guys. Which, for some reason I end up being treated like one of the guys whenever I hang out with guys. It was pretty fun though, I don't mind in the least bit. It was sort of like having a whole bunch of brothers or something. I forgot that work can be fun when you don't take it all so seriously.
That's the only problem with the people I usually work with, they take it all too seriously. ON the flip side, I couldn't stand working with the other half either, because they take it all too lightly and nothing gets accomplished.
Discovered that my coworkers all feel like quiting too. =D and that I'm not insane when I say my job is stressful. My mother thinks I am, she thinks that my job is fabulous. That I should count myself lucky to have it. She thinks that I owe them something I guess, not really sure.
Either way anytime I mention that I dislike my job she goes off on this tirade about 'how are you going to pay your bills" and "You have no idea what the real world is like! Jobs just aren't like that in the real world!" or "I would kill to have a job like that! Do you know how much I make an hour?" *rolls eyes*
It's tiresome. Very Tiresom. I know I don't want to work at chick-fil-a anymore, in fact I don't think I can. My grades will be shit again this semster and I can't afford that. Not to mention I can pretty much guarantee all these random aches and pains are somehow from the work, Standing for nine and a half hours on tile everyday can't be good for you. Long term wise it's in my best interest to cease working in fast food, however it's the short term that's all muddled.
I haven't a clue as to what I want to do next. I haven't got my teaching degree, so it's not like I can initiate my career yet. I know I don't want to work in food service, and I know that I don't want a register job.
I contemplated working at borders, because I love the atmosphere in borders, but it just seems like another job where I have to stand around and listen to piss ant customers complain about crap. I want a desk job actually. o.0 Be a secretary and type things up for people, I'm good at typing, fabulous at typing what people dictate to me as well. Unfortunately I haven't the faintest idea where that sort of skill can be used, or for that matter if it's still used at all. A secretary of some kind seems most logical, but I haven't any training in that area and absolutely no idea where to begin even looking.
My family would be no help on that end, biggest job my mother held down was about where I am now. She's currently a lunch room attendant for a middle school. [a big job yes, but still little better then food service] My father was a manager in a water selling company before they screwed him over, but I doubt he knows anything of use to me. He's presently a bus driver for the school system.
Onother thing about secretarial stuff, more then likely has to do with filing and organizing, which I dislike doing that. It's rather boring. I like typing though and I want a restful job, preferably where I can sit.
Another thing is that by getting another job I'm starting once again at the bottom of the rung, which means I'll probably take a cut in pay for awhile. Question is do I really have the gumption to force my way back up to the top again? Frankly I'm not that fond of the top, but I know I would end up taking on a leadership style position without realizing it, whether I was paid to or not, simply because that's how I am.
It's troublesome to say the least. This business of business.
I think I'll pay off my car insurance bill first and then contemplate it a bit more as to what to do about it all.
oh, apparently my left knee has been killing me all day as well. It's simply that the pain in my shin made it so I didn't even notice the pain in my left knee. Which, btw, my right leg still hurts like hell. -.- The muscles feel all tense and whatnot, like it's going to wake me in the middle of the night with a giant arse charley horse or something. God it sucks.
I should live in my own apartment complex and have a hot tub. A hot tub would probably do wonders for me right now. Or a massage. u.u
Actually hadn't realized I'd done it till after I did it, I tend not to think. But essentially I asked a coworker I hadn't spoken with in awhile if he wanted to go see superman with me on friday, which to me sounds like asking a guy out. I'm rather good at reading people, as that's how he took it and he would have refused had I not brushed it off as the whole 'friend' bit and asked his buddy if he'd already seen it and wanted to come too. [which my intention was as a friend, not as a date so I managed to avoid a rather awckward situation with that one. Yay me!] Eitherway, I may end up a pimp on friday afternoonish if they do decide to go, because I'll prolly be the only female present in a group of rather hawt looking guys. =D
[well I think their hawt, not only are they hawt have awesome hair and positively fabluous eyes, but they know comic book hero's, watch family guy, and play halo. What more could a girl ask for? 0.o]
Not sure what's come over me today, I blame the incredibly happy feeling I'm under right now. So much joy I feel like exploding. @.@ It'll ease up after a bit I suppose. I just.... want to hug everybody! T.T and crush them with my love! xD
Does it make me odd that when I'm in a happy mood I want to punch people? o.0 I dunno why, and it's not like.. angery decking type of punch, just sort of like... the playful type of punching I guess.
Perhaps it's because the guys at my work all workout and think they have muscles.. and it just.. makes me want to test them. Guys make awesome punching bags. XD
anyway, methinks i shall take a nap as it's raining and somewhat dark and my leg still hurts even after being off of it for a good two and a half hours now, and I got up at four this morning and I'm sleepy! =O
Might come back on later tonight, we shall see. ^.^
l8rs all!
My left ankle hurts, my left hip hurts, lower back aches and shoulders ache, and my hands apparently dislike holding onto things with a firm grip because I've dropped so much crap today it's not even funny. o.0
I haven't the faintest idea why my shin hurts, but it's like... beyond pain presently. Hurts so badly, that it's incomprehensible how much it hurts.
I haven't figured it out precisely, but it's got something to do with this tendon that runs along the bone there from my ankle to my knee. It pains me greatly in the morning when it's stiff from sleep but it eases once I've gotten the leg moving for awhile. I dont know when it started either, but it became a hinderance yesterday and felt worse today. o.0
Heck this morning I couldn't stand for more then fifteen minutes before feeling like I was going to die. I was having difficulties breathing though, so it may have been a lack of oxygen more then anything that was causing it.
Anyway, it was a good day. I spent it doing whatever I wanted to do, well... within the confines of my job of course. It was amusing to me because it was mostly guys. Which, for some reason I end up being treated like one of the guys whenever I hang out with guys. It was pretty fun though, I don't mind in the least bit. It was sort of like having a whole bunch of brothers or something. I forgot that work can be fun when you don't take it all so seriously.
That's the only problem with the people I usually work with, they take it all too seriously. ON the flip side, I couldn't stand working with the other half either, because they take it all too lightly and nothing gets accomplished.
Discovered that my coworkers all feel like quiting too. =D and that I'm not insane when I say my job is stressful. My mother thinks I am, she thinks that my job is fabulous. That I should count myself lucky to have it. She thinks that I owe them something I guess, not really sure.
Either way anytime I mention that I dislike my job she goes off on this tirade about 'how are you going to pay your bills" and "You have no idea what the real world is like! Jobs just aren't like that in the real world!" or "I would kill to have a job like that! Do you know how much I make an hour?" *rolls eyes*
It's tiresome. Very Tiresom. I know I don't want to work at chick-fil-a anymore, in fact I don't think I can. My grades will be shit again this semster and I can't afford that. Not to mention I can pretty much guarantee all these random aches and pains are somehow from the work, Standing for nine and a half hours on tile everyday can't be good for you. Long term wise it's in my best interest to cease working in fast food, however it's the short term that's all muddled.
I haven't a clue as to what I want to do next. I haven't got my teaching degree, so it's not like I can initiate my career yet. I know I don't want to work in food service, and I know that I don't want a register job.
I contemplated working at borders, because I love the atmosphere in borders, but it just seems like another job where I have to stand around and listen to piss ant customers complain about crap. I want a desk job actually. o.0 Be a secretary and type things up for people, I'm good at typing, fabulous at typing what people dictate to me as well. Unfortunately I haven't the faintest idea where that sort of skill can be used, or for that matter if it's still used at all. A secretary of some kind seems most logical, but I haven't any training in that area and absolutely no idea where to begin even looking.
My family would be no help on that end, biggest job my mother held down was about where I am now. She's currently a lunch room attendant for a middle school. [a big job yes, but still little better then food service] My father was a manager in a water selling company before they screwed him over, but I doubt he knows anything of use to me. He's presently a bus driver for the school system.
Onother thing about secretarial stuff, more then likely has to do with filing and organizing, which I dislike doing that. It's rather boring. I like typing though and I want a restful job, preferably where I can sit.
Another thing is that by getting another job I'm starting once again at the bottom of the rung, which means I'll probably take a cut in pay for awhile. Question is do I really have the gumption to force my way back up to the top again? Frankly I'm not that fond of the top, but I know I would end up taking on a leadership style position without realizing it, whether I was paid to or not, simply because that's how I am.
It's troublesome to say the least. This business of business.
I think I'll pay off my car insurance bill first and then contemplate it a bit more as to what to do about it all.
oh, apparently my left knee has been killing me all day as well. It's simply that the pain in my shin made it so I didn't even notice the pain in my left knee. Which, btw, my right leg still hurts like hell. -.- The muscles feel all tense and whatnot, like it's going to wake me in the middle of the night with a giant arse charley horse or something. God it sucks.
I should live in my own apartment complex and have a hot tub. A hot tub would probably do wonders for me right now. Or a massage. u.u
Actually hadn't realized I'd done it till after I did it, I tend not to think. But essentially I asked a coworker I hadn't spoken with in awhile if he wanted to go see superman with me on friday, which to me sounds like asking a guy out. I'm rather good at reading people, as that's how he took it and he would have refused had I not brushed it off as the whole 'friend' bit and asked his buddy if he'd already seen it and wanted to come too. [which my intention was as a friend, not as a date so I managed to avoid a rather awckward situation with that one. Yay me!] Eitherway, I may end up a pimp on friday afternoonish if they do decide to go, because I'll prolly be the only female present in a group of rather hawt looking guys. =D
[well I think their hawt, not only are they hawt have awesome hair and positively fabluous eyes, but they know comic book hero's, watch family guy, and play halo. What more could a girl ask for? 0.o]
Not sure what's come over me today, I blame the incredibly happy feeling I'm under right now. So much joy I feel like exploding. @.@ It'll ease up after a bit I suppose. I just.... want to hug everybody! T.T and crush them with my love! xD
Does it make me odd that when I'm in a happy mood I want to punch people? o.0 I dunno why, and it's not like.. angery decking type of punch, just sort of like... the playful type of punching I guess.
Perhaps it's because the guys at my work all workout and think they have muscles.. and it just.. makes me want to test them. Guys make awesome punching bags. XD
anyway, methinks i shall take a nap as it's raining and somewhat dark and my leg still hurts even after being off of it for a good two and a half hours now, and I got up at four this morning and I'm sleepy! =O
Might come back on later tonight, we shall see. ^.^
l8rs all!