choosing only ONE of my favorite couple in the whole world is a difficult job !!
i know, that's a long subject title, lol..
but it sure did.. how the hell am i supposed to choose only ONE fav couple, i already read yaoi since almost 10years ago, i have so many candidates playing around in my mind..
but since it's the first time i wrote this kinda thing, i'll choose the very first couple i fall in love with,,,
so, here they are :
SAKURAZUKA SEISHIROU X SUMERAGI SUBARU
from Tokyo Babylon, X - 1999, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle..
truthfully, remembering about this couple is so damn hurtful and sad :'(
but i really love this couple, and i wish CLAMP will make a happy ending for both of them *though that's nearly hopeless*
the first time i know about them is from X, i instantly fallin' in love with the image of subaru, while he was smoking, it was so cool *_*.. later i found out about their twisted fate with sei-chan..
and it was soooo angsty, i think i almost hate clamp, for making a very sad ending, and for making both of them hurting for each other, i mean really, clamp is so unfair with them (well obviously to subaru), here's the evidence :
1. after he had the courage to confessing his love to the one he loved, he found out that the one he loved was actually want to KILL him..
2. not recover from his shock about sei-chan, who actually want to kill him, now his most important person got killed by someone he loved the most !!
3. after spending 8years with sadness and his grudge toward sei-chan, only to make him realize what he trully want is not killing sei-chan, or forgetting all about sei-chan.. his only wish is to be killed by the person he loved, and die in their hand, and that person is sei-chan..
so much of sei-chan's influence in subaru, in X you could see subaru smoke a lot, a bad habit he got from sei-chan.. he even let his left eye blinded, just like sei-chan..
4. and now, the cruelest episode i ever seen (i almost frantically throw my monitor or anything near me everytime i saw / read / remember about this scene)..
yes, the scene from their last battle on Rainbow Bridge, when subaru thought that finally sei-chan would grant his wishes (and that is got killed by sei-chan, which sei-chan tragically thought the other way),
thanks his Hokuto last spell, instead of sei-chan killing subaru, it was subaru killing sei-chan T_T..
and with tearful eyes and blood-stained on his cheek, he asked "why", and tell sei-chan what he trully want, sei-chan only smiled while whispering to him : "as always, you're too kind to kill someone", and continued : "subaru-kun, i ....... you", subaru's face went from silence to utter shock, and then he was crying and hugging sei-chan's dead body, as he said "You never say what I expect you to say, do you?" ------------ aaarrgghh WTF... what did you say to subaru, sei-chan, ???
5. even after sei-chan died, subaru couldn't get over with his sadness, he became emptier and emptier, even kamui couldn't help him.. and finally he decided to take the path as the sakurazukamori, the path where will only lead him to more painful life T__T
and my question is, when are you going to be happy ???
this is the moment when sei-chan's died, it still the biggest mystery what his last words to subaru is, but i had predicted that it was "aishiteru, well the words perfectly fits with his lips movement in the anime xD~..
at least that's what i'm wishing for ^^
i know there's still hope for them in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (i know it's already ended, but i haven't read it yet),
that's my ONLY hope, that their both will have an happy ending in there, X is pretty much a doomed for this couple T____T
anyway, i wrote this as an attempt to join shinscans contest.. i just thought it would be fun ^^
well then, that's it from me..
credits for screencaps : sakurazukamori
but it sure did.. how the hell am i supposed to choose only ONE fav couple, i already read yaoi since almost 10years ago, i have so many candidates playing around in my mind..
but since it's the first time i wrote this kinda thing, i'll choose the very first couple i fall in love with,,,
so, here they are :
SAKURAZUKA SEISHIROU X SUMERAGI SUBARU
from Tokyo Babylon, X - 1999, Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle..
truthfully, remembering about this couple is so damn hurtful and sad :'(
but i really love this couple, and i wish CLAMP will make a happy ending for both of them *though that's nearly hopeless*
the first time i know about them is from X, i instantly fallin' in love with the image of subaru, while he was smoking, it was so cool *_*.. later i found out about their twisted fate with sei-chan..
and it was soooo angsty, i think i almost hate clamp, for making a very sad ending, and for making both of them hurting for each other, i mean really, clamp is so unfair with them (well obviously to subaru), here's the evidence :
1. after he had the courage to confessing his love to the one he loved, he found out that the one he loved was actually want to KILL him..
2. not recover from his shock about sei-chan, who actually want to kill him, now his most important person got killed by someone he loved the most !!
3. after spending 8years with sadness and his grudge toward sei-chan, only to make him realize what he trully want is not killing sei-chan, or forgetting all about sei-chan.. his only wish is to be killed by the person he loved, and die in their hand, and that person is sei-chan..
so much of sei-chan's influence in subaru, in X you could see subaru smoke a lot, a bad habit he got from sei-chan.. he even let his left eye blinded, just like sei-chan..
4. and now, the cruelest episode i ever seen (i almost frantically throw my monitor or anything near me everytime i saw / read / remember about this scene)..
yes, the scene from their last battle on Rainbow Bridge, when subaru thought that finally sei-chan would grant his wishes (and that is got killed by sei-chan, which sei-chan tragically thought the other way),
thanks his Hokuto last spell, instead of sei-chan killing subaru, it was subaru killing sei-chan T_T..
and with tearful eyes and blood-stained on his cheek, he asked "why", and tell sei-chan what he trully want, sei-chan only smiled while whispering to him : "as always, you're too kind to kill someone", and continued : "subaru-kun, i ....... you", subaru's face went from silence to utter shock, and then he was crying and hugging sei-chan's dead body, as he said "You never say what I expect you to say, do you?" ------------ aaarrgghh WTF... what did you say to subaru, sei-chan, ???
5. even after sei-chan died, subaru couldn't get over with his sadness, he became emptier and emptier, even kamui couldn't help him.. and finally he decided to take the path as the sakurazukamori, the path where will only lead him to more painful life T__T
and my question is, when are you going to be happy ???
this is the moment when sei-chan's died, it still the biggest mystery what his last words to subaru is, but i had predicted that it was "aishiteru, well the words perfectly fits with his lips movement in the anime xD~..
at least that's what i'm wishing for ^^
i know there's still hope for them in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (i know it's already ended, but i haven't read it yet),
that's my ONLY hope, that their both will have an happy ending in there, X is pretty much a doomed for this couple T____T
anyway, i wrote this as an attempt to join shinscans contest.. i just thought it would be fun ^^
well then, that's it from me..
credits for screencaps : sakurazukamori