so im gonna try to post a couple of pictures on here so i can be up with everyone else. hopefully it works. to be honest id like to know who reads my journal. terra's journal has a lot of hits....but i seriously doubt mine even gets half of the readers hers does. :P so let me know if you read this please ( Read more... )

so noemi is a little over 1 week old. we're all still getting used to the whole waking up every hour ON the hour....its still not workin out for me. omg...im exhausted. and it doesnt help that daddy is working so he cant really get up to help me in the middle of the night. its hard. i know im not working...but you know that its hard to wake up ( Read more... )

okay well, friday oct. 5 i was supposed to be induced. BUUUT....my daughter decided she didnt want that. so she came on her own! friday afternoon! yes...shes here. i dont want to tell the whole story just yet cause i dont have a lot of time.....but shes here. she was a beautiful 7 lb. 14 oz...18 1/2 " long.....white white white.....wonderful ( Read more... )

well, i know everyone told me to just wait it out...but i cant. i have tried to be patient and just deal with the pain...but its unlike anything ive felt before. atleast with childbirth it was over after a few hours. but this has been horrible. its just constant pain that makes me not be able to walk. so.....ive talked to my dr....and ill be ( Read more... )

so dr. said he'll induce thursday night if thats what i want. but that im at a higher risk for c-section because shes so high up and im only dilated to 1 cm. so basically its up to me. i dont know what to do. i dont want to have a c section. i want her to come on her own. but im in so much pain. i guess ill just deal with it. so no baby ( Read more... )

why am i still pregnant ( Read more... )

sigh. 37 weeks. ill be 38 on friday. im in SO MUCH PAIN. its unbelievable. i want to cry every day. so i talked to my ob today, and he told me that if by my next appointment (which is next tuesday...october 2) im still in pain, and of course still pregnant....then he will induce me. HALLELUJAH! I heard the angels sing when he said that. i ( Read more... )

still pregnant. still miserable.

alright. so. middle of the night....having contractions. not too painful but strong nonetheless. so i start timing them at about 1 am. every 4 minutes. woohoo! so i wait a little bit to wake up victor. about 1:30. so i wait until about 2 am to say yea i think we should go. but then i figure...while im getting ready lets see if they go ( Read more... )

omg. im done. so done. i have never had so much pain and discomfort in my entire life. 36 weeks now. it seems the weeks go sooo much slooowwwweeeerrr now. i just want to be done with this. i had some contractions last night. but nothing regular. i go to the dr. in a little less than an hour. im hoping and even praying a little (who, ( Read more... )