Title: Leaving Things Too Late
Author:
joanne_cFandom: RPF: Musicians/Actors
Pairing/character: Lou Reed/Willem Dafoe, David Bowie
Rating: R
Disclaimer: This is completely fictional and none of the events that are not a matter of public record ever happened to my knowledge.
Summary: David realises that he's left things too late.
Twenty years, David thinks. Long enough to get over being hit. Long enough to remember the good times and what you miss about someone.
He knocks on Lou's door, mind a whirl of explanations. Thinks he hears "Come in."
He doesn't, he realises, as he takes what he sees in.
Lou on his knees, sucking Willem. Willem's hand in Lou's hair. Willem coming and Lou swallowing it all. Willem whispering: "Your turn."
Lou leading Willem to the bed, and David can't watch any more.
He leaves, closing the door quietly. Wonders if they saw him.
Prays like mad they didn't. He couldn't handle this, not after twenty damned years of wanting Lou again.
He made his way back to his house, and walked upstairs. He was oddly not upset. Perhaps it was fate. Or perhaps he was lying to himself to get past it. Either worked.
He had liked the part he'd seen though. It had been hot. Watching Lou sucking someone. David wondered if his mouth still felt as good, and he rubbed at his cock.
Imagined it was him Lou was sucking, and moaning. The strokes on his cock grew faster, and David came.
Regrets would happen later.