Title: The Best World
Author:
joanne_cFandom: Musician RPF
Pairing/character: Marianne Faithfull
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Not reality or intended to be, all made up out of my own head and never happened.
For Marianne, sex had never really been something she needed. Oh, she liked it well enough with the right partner, but it wasn't something that consumed her thoughts, especially after getting clean from the drugs. It was odd how much her sex life had been mixed up with her drug taking, and there were the public scandals - true or not in at least one case and she wouldn't think about that one too much.
But sex, she had decided a while ago, wasn't something she needed. She didn't need to submit to some man to prove her self-worth any more. She didn't need to fuck someone just because they were there. She had higher standards now.
She wasn't completely celibate - she occasionally met a man or woman who she wanted, and the feeling was mutual. She usually pursued it, and enjoyed it too.
But her favourite moments were the times she was alone. Under a warm shower, playing with her breasts or sliding a hand between her legs to stimulate her clit. Perhaps using a shower spray - she had a vibrating one that worked better than any toy she'd ever used. It gave her intense, toe-curling orgasms. More than any other partner had ever done for her.
When it came to sex? Marianne liked the do it yourself approach far more than the twosome approach. It wasn't hard for her to find someone to cuddle when she wanted that, either. She'd discovered the best of all worlds.