soliloquy
I want to tell everyone. I want to talk to them about everything. And at the same time, it's so much easier not to think about it all.
And that's exactly what I don't want to be-- numb. So what do I do with the pain? You would think that it could be like a heavy load; sharing some of the burden would make it easier for me, even if everyone just ( Read more... )
And that's exactly what I don't want to be-- numb. So what do I do with the pain? You would think that it could be like a heavy load; sharing some of the burden would make it easier for me, even if everyone just ( Read more... )
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I've 95% stopped sharing my problems with other people. Usually, talking about it just serves to remind me of how alone that I feel, and that others can only sympathise to a minor degree. But, then, I was never a very good communicator when it came to personal things, or listener. Also, I think somewhere I stopped feeling like there were any rational reasons for feeling bad, that I just feel bad for it's own sake.
But, I don't recommend my method as the healthiest. I wish I didn't feel so totally isolated, but whenever I've been close with someone, I just chased them away.
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