I am Perfect...Yes, I am

[mixincolors]

In general humans disappoint me and this is one reason I choose to make me invisible to most. I enjoy the intrigue that comes when watching other humans interact yet I am horrified if that interaction involves me or my character in a negative sense. I have spent the last few years wondering if I could have done anything different or been any more

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[trbll]

your words speak to me of my life and my current life situation so poetically it makes the hurt seems not so intense. frustration is the devil when you feel all you are trying to do is good... I am there. learning a new mindset... that no one cares if it is quality... only that the paperwork is done is physically disabling me. I am trying to overcome. I thank you for your words that let me know I am not alone. I wish I could comfort you in your personal journey. Just please know someone cares! :-)

[mixincolors]

It is so difficult to live with demons. I find that giving them a broom or a mop will help clean-up the mess I often make and rarely wish to re-organize.

The expectations we hold for ourselves are often debilitating and cause us harm. I am my own worst critic as I know you suffer from much the same ailment.

We are going to make it, each with our own victory to claim. I am glad that you are here...I too am glad that I am not alone.