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[mixofemotions]

The more I think about it....the more my heart tells me that me and Jeff arent supposed to be apart. This time it feels realistic about Jeff in my future...you just get that feeling...that vision.

...hearing over and over again how much my family misses him....it makes it worse...cause he had 4 other people that cared a lot about him

Natalie -going

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awe.

[anonymous]

brittany i love you.

..i have no idea what youre going through right now, but please know that im hear for you in any way i can be of help

I think you need to know that it is normal to go through a process of grieving after ending a significant relationship. Give yourself some time to work through these feelings.. Just know that youve surrounded yourself with so many friends that are always here to talk...

i promise that ill try not to give you my opinion anymore...if you ever need to talk though.. im ready to listen.

***rachel***

Re: awe.

[mixofemotions]

awe Rachel, I'm always open to hear your opinions.

Im glad to get comments from you, this way I know atleast you care besides Smita, Roxy, and Heather.

Lol, Im sure your the only one who reads this....so since you do...ill keep writing, only to make you happy

It was a privlige(sp?) to sit next to you today at the movies lol and to practically sit on you on the ride home.
...man...you, me, and will smith in the same bed....now isnt that a hot fantasy lmao

Soon you can come over and we can bounce on my bed together since its so comfy and bouncy.

~its always hot and kinky when were together...just you and me"

I LOVE YOU RACHEL LORIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVERS FOREVERRRR!

p.s. "nice ham" ;P

listen....

[anonymous]

I know exactly how that feeling is. me and tony are apart and all I hear from my family is wheres tony?........and blah blah blah.....it is the hardest thing in the world but believe me .....your 15 years old live it up.......without a boy toy.......they just cause family problems....and unself awarness.......

I love you girlie....stay strong...

_amy_

Re: listen....

[mixofemotions]

you're right and I've realized that when I started feeling doubt...I just have those times...whenever Im alone. Im not gonna waist my last 2 years of highschool on guys....I realized I want to spend it all with my girls like you. Theres the slightest chance that we'll all be able to spend time with eachother during and after college. I have enough time after highschool to look around for that guy and hello....Im gonna marry and spend the rest of my life with my husband...not with you guys....so I better take advantage of the time we all have together.

You and me used to have this awesome relationship....hopefully we can build it up some again. I love you hun. Thanks for showing that you care. :) You stay strong as well.

We'll have to plan someday to get together