This is going to be a weird post; Beware

[miyaluca]

Have you ever felt like you were your own worst enemy? (Yeah, it's a song, but wasn't it a saying before that?) Lately I've had to make a lot of big decisions, at least to me, and it's really been stressing me out. I'm trying to be more responsible, but things seem to easily scare me, and I just want to curl into bed under a blanket. Two examples

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[avgrunn]

I completely empathize! I'm in the same situation with my job(s) not really giving me enough hours, yet I'm not really looking for new ones and I continue to spend money on unnecessary things (although honestly, I consider going out every once in a while a necessity; otherwise I'd go crazy with depression and boredom! it's just too bad that going out here in Tokyo is an expensive undertaking...). Adulthood sucks, man.