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[miyu]

i dont know what to do -_-
i can't stand going to school. working would suck to. i'm whining about the same things again and again aren't i? very little changes.
i have exams in three weeks. if i fail i think i'm just going to kill myself.
heh

HEH.

damnit, i really need money.

Comments

[renp]

heh you're mirroring my experience :<
i didn't make it to exams though.
i quit after i walked out of the math room crying :/

*huggage* ;-;

[miyu]

o___o
what happened to school then? no more school?

[renp]

yeah i dropped college the year before last around like..november i guess o_o; still feels like last year. anyway i just couldn't stand all the crap and realized on the last
day i had in my math class to get this stuff done that i was basically already on the road to failing everything and ended up crying there in the class, though thankfully my hair hid my face x_x. on top of everything else going on at that time it just fucked things up more so eventually i managed to stop crying and got up and walked out (it was this class where you punch in your time and do stuff on the computer and later take supervised tests). this was around a week or two before exams i think.

[avatarend]

I wouldn't. At least not until you do something to harm your parents. 20~ years of agony shouldn't be so lightly ignored.

[miyu]

i love you ben XD

[vinski]

And here I am wanting to go to school. Heh. School can be inspiring for me.

[vinski]

Maybe you should re-evaluate what you're DOING at school.

[miyu]

maybe. but everything sucks :

[vinski]

Heh, ayup.

[anonymous]

Lyno, lyno, lyno. Perhaps you need a break from college. Take a semester off after this one and work and then you will realize why school is better. :-)

As for money, do what I did in college. Work part time. (Actually, I worked full time).

[miyu]

how can you work full time and go to school? o_o