i'm still on summer holidays and i'm really bored, what do people do when they're bored? i ended up washing mums car cause i had nothing else to do... isnt' that sad. OH FUCK >_< i keep forgetting to take my pills >_< i just remembered now! i forgot to take it yesterday too, and this is day three of me taking pills >_

i feel so sick >_i almost cried at the supermarket. cause i felt sick and i really didn't wanna be there and my legs hurt and i wanted to just DIE. and mother forced me to go with her for xmas shopping. fuck her. BUT I HAD TO GO. and i really just felt like crying right there. ofcourse i didn't do any such thing. man i get so homicidal when i'm ( Read more... )

yay :E
new background and new icons! all angel sanctuary inspired XD i love lucifer XDDDD

this post is mostly for nicky to read, cause shes the only one who cares about my random stupid crap ( Read more... )

was my bday yesterday :o so now i am 19.
was a pretty boring day... birthdays are boring :o
people i hadn't talked to in weeks/months emailed me :O i'm amazed they remembered o______o

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA ^_____________^ *HUGGLE*

i'm quite getting into the habit of making these pics XD
( oops. forgot to lj-cut it before >.>;;; )

sooo hard to draw in detail. i just got pissed and didn't finish it -__- maybe next time i will. first time ever tried drawing a snake or knife too o_O;; its hard... i need more reference pics ~.~
( blood~~ XD )

DEAD :O

1.) Think of a word you would use to describe me.
10.) Go to Google Image Search and search for that word.
11.) Select the picture you see as most fitting, and post it as a reply.
100.) Post this meme in your journal.

DO ITTTTT.

theres a lot of depressing stress related stuff i feel like saying. but, i won't cause noone really cares and i don't feel like telling anyone :O so why am i making a post at all? CAUSE I SUCK.
i might not be depressed actually, i don't feel sad :O but i want to die. I DONT FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL ^___________^