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Title: Butterfly
Pairing: Pikame I suppose
Genre: Ultimate angst
Rating: PG
We've always held hatred in our spoken words
our actions conveyed our dislike
from young we were and still are like that
when will it ever end?
Love was always considered a plaything
I remembered our fond memories though
even when we fought all the time
we were still the best of friends
I wish to stay by your side
listening to your every whispers
feeling your emotions overflow
and with my heart still in one piece
Now i wonder where you've gone to
where the sky has brought you to
noone talks about you anymore
but no less i still miss you
One two stolen touches
brings tears as i stand alone
those promises no longer valid
when i vowed to forget you
When we first knew one another, we didn't get along. We fought and traded insults like water. Now, after one interference, we worked together. Laughed together. Cried together.
I said I was awed when I realised I was going to work with you. I lied. I hated you. I abhorred you. You were like the bane of my existance. Because of you, I wasn't able to get along with my best friend who was your in fact, really your best friend.
Those times that I was forced to spend with you. The laughters that I willingly shared with you. None was true. None was genuine.
I know you would still remember me as someone you disliked. I remembered our fights and everything. You did not allowed me to forget. That, you made sure of it.
Every night you took me like I was some virgin. I simply laid there and listened to your sweet nothings. Slowly, everything build up and you let go.
In my mind, I wanted to let go too. Let go of this connection that I have with you. I don't want to get hurt.
I know that when the time comes. When this opportunity that I had fade away, you will go with it too.
Like the butterfly that you are. You will fleet away, off to find other flowers to play with while leaving me to despair.
I want you to hate me so that, I can hate you too.
Let me hate you.
A/N: I was listening to this really sad song when I just felt like writing. So, this came out and it's my first angst.
I don't think it's good. Kinda mixed up cause I just wrote according to my feelings. Sorry if it displeases you..
Those words at the top were written by me and I know they sux >.< but really this song had me going..and it's not betaed
cuz my beta went on a holiday XD
Pairing: Pikame I suppose
Genre: Ultimate angst
Rating: PG
We've always held hatred in our spoken words
our actions conveyed our dislike
from young we were and still are like that
when will it ever end?
Love was always considered a plaything
I remembered our fond memories though
even when we fought all the time
we were still the best of friends
I wish to stay by your side
listening to your every whispers
feeling your emotions overflow
and with my heart still in one piece
Now i wonder where you've gone to
where the sky has brought you to
noone talks about you anymore
but no less i still miss you
One two stolen touches
brings tears as i stand alone
those promises no longer valid
when i vowed to forget you
When we first knew one another, we didn't get along. We fought and traded insults like water. Now, after one interference, we worked together. Laughed together. Cried together.
I said I was awed when I realised I was going to work with you. I lied. I hated you. I abhorred you. You were like the bane of my existance. Because of you, I wasn't able to get along with my best friend who was your in fact, really your best friend.
Those times that I was forced to spend with you. The laughters that I willingly shared with you. None was true. None was genuine.
I know you would still remember me as someone you disliked. I remembered our fights and everything. You did not allowed me to forget. That, you made sure of it.
Every night you took me like I was some virgin. I simply laid there and listened to your sweet nothings. Slowly, everything build up and you let go.
In my mind, I wanted to let go too. Let go of this connection that I have with you. I don't want to get hurt.
I know that when the time comes. When this opportunity that I had fade away, you will go with it too.
Like the butterfly that you are. You will fleet away, off to find other flowers to play with while leaving me to despair.
I want you to hate me so that, I can hate you too.
Let me hate you.
A/N: I was listening to this really sad song when I just felt like writing. So, this came out and it's my first angst.
I don't think it's good. Kinda mixed up cause I just wrote according to my feelings. Sorry if it displeases you..
Those words at the top were written by me and I know they sux >.< but really this song had me going..and it's not betaed
cuz my beta went on a holiday XD