guys r dick heads...ne one who thinks different kiss my ass. went shopping today and slept. wow see how much fun i have each and everyday! gonna dye my hair 2morrow. yay! i'll tell you how bad it looks after im done. im cold and bored and i cant sleep so im gonna bother ppl. later

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ho ho ho merry christmas bitches. i love my friends, christmas wasnt so bad this year. i wish it would snow thats all i want. the christmas tree looks pretty. me and mommy decorated it last nite... lol we decorated the whole house last nite. i need a cigarette... its way to difficult to not smoke. so i hope everyone had a very merry christmas. and ( Read more... )

today started out great. its ending isnt the greatest but its good. i baked and cori didnt die when she ate one of the cookies so im alittle bit satisfied. felt like wanting to scream about 4 or 5 times today. i havent been able to breathe since i've got home. they just wont let me be i cant even be home longer than 3 hours by myself. it just sucks ( Read more... )

i survived hell. 7 fucking days in the hospital. talking about my feelings.... ALWAYS IN MY GODDAMN ROOM. that place those people ::shudder:: never ever ever again.

today was my first day at the hospital. it aint so bad. kids there r cool, lol the first thing i was asked was r u bi or gay?? b/c there r these 2 chicks there who are and every girl there (except me) is really uncomfortable about it...exspecially the other 2 girls who have to room with them. most of the girls there have cut themselves so talking ( Read more... )

sigh well its offical. im fuckin crazy. today i was put into a partial hospitalization program for 7 days or more. that means i sit in a circle with other crazy ppl while we talk about "our feelings" from 8AM to 4PM. which is gonna suck. oh yea b4 i go hears what they said about me....

**DEPRESSED**
**PARANOID**
**SOCIAL ANEXITY**
**STRESSED**

no school...again. missed the bus.... again. gonna fail the 9th grade. my dad is pissed. after 5 beers last nite((whhoo partay)) i attempted to set my alarm clock... i did. set it for 4:45 PM not AM. cori didnt wake me up til 6 told me i could hurry and take a shower and she'd knock on the door in 5minutes to get me out. bitch didnt knock on the ( Read more... )

been sitting here messing with this myspace thingy. it needs alot of work. i forgot i had it til i checked my email today. if anyone can help me it would be greatly appreciated. party friday... maybe dont know yet.its friend from hopewell party so i probably wont know that many ppl there ... PLEASE SOMEONE COME WITH ME!! doing absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

i feel like complaining so here it goes:: i need to get laid. i need more friends. i feel lonely. i wish my rents would stfu. i hate my hair. im fat. im ugly. i suck at bowling. life sucks. i hate school.
well thats all that i could think of...later.