SEAN IF YOU READ THIS THEN MAIL MY GOD DAMN SHIRT ( Read more... )

Yeah I am gonna be at the parade on Sat!! WOOOHOOOO. You know why I love halloween, because I can be someone else for an entire night! I can be a made up person or a famous person or a dead person. I can make up and entire new persona for myself and just start over for one night. You know why I hate halloween, becasue it is a tease and I have ( Read more... )

Today has been such a shit starting at 2 am when I was crying myself to sleep and then I woke up sick and I can't keep any food down. I just ate dinner so maybe I can now we will see, I still feel sick. I am going to go back to bed now and write a paper or something. hope I feel better

Right now it is 220 in the morning and I just made a realization. Sean broke my heart but even though I thought he broke my spirit he didn't. I am still here and kicking and I think...I know I will be okay because there is someone who will care for me out there and he will find me and I will find him ( Read more... )

Why does everything hurt? My head my heart my fucking stomach! I hate this all. I want to be loved the way I deserve it. Every boyfriend I ever had said they thought I was a great girlfriend but I am not with any of them... why the fuck not! Why me why can't I get what I want back from the people I give it to. I treat people the way I want to ( Read more... )

amailmondo: YEAH ( Read more... )

The world has turned and left me here ( Read more... )

the little drama that I call my life is unfolding before my eyes. I love Sean and I always knew that but not as much as I did. he called and asked for me back. At first I was gonna say no. but he wanted to talk so he came up to see me yesterday and then we talked we talked about everything and about how I felt and he was... is very sorry and ( Read more... )

Well we all know that I still love the damn boy and now he wants me back again i guess he realized what a huge mistake he made.  I want him back but I know I should say know... but doesn't everyone deserve a second chance.  The bible (yeah i am athiest but it has so good points) says to forgive 7x7 ie always.  I am no god so that wont happen ( Read more... )

why did sean have to fuck me over like this it is so wrong. i HATE him.

but guess what boys I AM SINGLE AGIAN!!

pics are at: www.myspace.com username cara