i'm not ok

Broc broke up with me for 6 weeks. An eternity.

The Ghetto of Beautiful things (Kevin Gilbert ( Read more... )

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he says its serious.
i'm in deep now.
i don't feel so great. Like I'm gonna throw up.
Great.
I love his ways. He's a happy person to me, and we compliment each other's happiness.

All I need sometimes is someone to hold my head and hum to me that the world is at my fingertips. I want my boyfriend to sing to me. Even if he is tone deaf ( Read more... )

five fingers on each hand and five toes on each foot.
Carlos Olmeda makes me happy. I really like the "Do ducks go to Heaven?" song. Its so 1920s. :)
I wan to help those who need it.
I need more time for that.

am I wiser now than I was a few years ago?
YES! I am going to make money off of the neglected recycling. Mwahahahahahahahaha!
I love talking to people. TEP 116 has really made me open up. I am enjoying work and school and life. Viva la vida!

did anyone else feel that shake this morning?
I am hurting for some excitement right now.
I'm nervous about school today. I don't like it.

Yesterday I woke up and then went back to sleep. My boyfriend was in the other room, sleeping on the couch because thats the rules here. He had a whole bunch of things to do yesterday, so when he got up, we took our showers, and headed out the door. The first stop was the recycling place in El Cajon so that we'd have money for lunch. He sorted the ( Read more... )