because maybe...you're gonna be the one who saves me....

[mizpennylane]

god...i don't know what was wrong with me tonight, but i just didn't feel like me. I began to seriously think about leaving...leaving verona, leaving all i've known for 12 years of my life...going to college and having things never be the same again. Then i began thinking about who i really am, what i like about myself...how i've grown up and

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[reluctants]

Tia!
Its nick!
dont worry kid, eventually itll all come together.

[riffraff1]

oh tia...im sorry to hear about all of this.
you should have said something, i was always bitching about my problems..blah blah blah...
but tia, are you ok? get back to me..i just wanna make sure...

as i've been telling myself, and elana...i think its fiddler making us all sad, anxious, and depressed
i see very few other reasons, that we are all like this...sigh...damn barbs.

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[mizpennylane]

thanks for your concern zales...i'm sure i'll be fine...it jsut sucks that the future is coming faster than i would like to admit...but "if i don't stop and look around for a minute i could miss it", life that is...so i should stop worrying...i have a lot to be happy for...a lot to look forward to and many great people to help me along the way...thanks for caring!

you are *awful*

[anonymous]

oh my god.
i really dont if you or zales is worse.
both of you are so obnoxious, it's acually painful to listen or read these entries, which i used to do for shits and giggles, but now i cant even stand it anymore.
learn how to act and spell and while your at it, get your head out of your ass.

Re: you are *awful*

[riffraff1]

wow. that was rather mean

Re: you are *awful*

[riffraff1]

hmm.
look how many people commented to tia, and came to her aid from ur comments. now think about how many people would care enough to say "feel better" to you if you were feeling bad. rather low number
oddly enough, i used to be a person who would say that to you. but with your "cold heart" and all, that won't happen.
how could you say that you're glad you're not living her life. she is happy and not alone. and now matter how much u say you don't need anyone, you do.

and i realize by saying this that i will recieve a torrent of abusive comments from you. but i'm ready for them.
fire away

[anonymous]

and by the way save yourself...or maybe your heart it just that cold

[benito980]

wow..someone must be living a miserable life to reply with something like that

[anonymous]

why dont you go like, bomb an abortion clinic?

i am happy enough knowing that my life is NOTHING like yours, or your fucking republican boyfriend.

[jimmyjazz1]

woah there whats the deal with all this negative bitch shit? i'm gonna make a quick point here, not all republicans are 100% anti-abortion...a good example being some believe abortions should be legal if the woman was raped, cause a teenager who was dumb enough to do it without contraceptives shouldnt have an easy way out, but thats for another day. you know you dont have to read her journal and be a bitch about it, you had a choice whether to read it or not. yes i know you also have the right to say what you said, but honestly what does that accomplish anyway? why cause a problem where one doesnt need to be caused, really the sad story is you for having the cold heart to not just leave her alone and make her feel worse, and then not having the balls to say who you are! very cool...very cool, well i'm off to bomb the nearest abortion clinic cause you know thats what us republicans do

Lick my Republicanus

[reluctants]

Ok i figured i'd join in this Rondevu too. Yeah but seriously not cool. Hopefully you were just on an Acid trip or something, which would make sense if youre saying all that shit AND saying that youre a Democrat in public.

PS. Republicanus...haha.