I'm watching Ella Enchanted, one of my favorite movies. It never fails to cheer me up.

This song makes me smile and cry at the same time.

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I gave up today. I lost the fight ( Read more... )

It's taking every ounce of mental and physical energy to leave home and go to university to paint ( Read more... )

Insomnia? Check ( Read more... )

Tonight is going to be long.

I can't sleep because my thoughts are preoccupied with the household finances.

I'm frustrated because I feel powerless. I hate it. I hate this. It's not fair. It's not. 

I am overwhelmed, frustrated, annoyed, angry, dejected, discouraged, crushed, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry and angry about my parents' financial situation ( Read more... )

Every day I wake up, I am learning to appreciate it. I never know what the day will bring to me, especially when it comes to my emotions. I'm still cycling, less than before. It's weird not knowing what mood you'll be in a couple of hours, whether its depression, mania, sad, happy, hypomania, balanced ( Read more... )

Having a bipolar mother who is in constant hypomanic mode, spending money left and right SUCKS.

Especially when you are unable to work to pay for your own bus fare and medication.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, 
they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.

Khalil Gibran.

I hope this works. Fingers crossed. 

I'm awake. Readjusting your sleeping habits is hard.

Cue whining.