IM Dramu sh*t D:
ugggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........
I'm sorry that these journal entries have a tendency to be so negative D:< It's just. Got Dayum.
Have you ever been dragged in an rp you didn't exactly want to do- or, an rp that you WANTED to do because your friend was soooooooo excited with his/her new brilliant idea that you wanted to at least TRY to get into it...
...even though you ALREADY were "into" one of their earlier, RECENT, brilliant rp ideas and were totally ready to go?
Yeah. Hopefully you people have no idea what I'm talking about :I Because if you DID, you'd be really f*cking frustrated.
BASICALLY this friend I've known since I was like 13 (we're both part of a small group of friends who rp...sort of...) is sooooooo full of ideas because he has such a HUGE imagination that he's always ditching one idea for the next.
And he even ends up ditching ideas I like, while shoving ones that're harder for me to wrap my head around down my freaking throat.
And it's not fair, because the idea I liked involved EVERYONE in the group- not just me, him, and my bf. But us three with 2 other people.
and I haven't rp'd with those 2 other people in forever, and it's making me depressed, like nothing's progressed with the awkwardness.
I just want us to have fun and be a family again...
..I already know a lot of that awkwardness was my own fault, but how could that one thing I did be that huge a mistake?
It didn't affect everyone negatively, just him, so...but I didn't mean to.
IDK.
Either way, I keep doing the rp I don't wanna do, because it makes him happy, but he still finds away to treat me like crap.
Or maybe I'm just on my period.
Still even if I am that doesn't mean he should bite my head off when I'm actually giving this ridiculous story a chance.
got dayum.
I'm sorry that these journal entries have a tendency to be so negative D:< It's just. Got Dayum.
Have you ever been dragged in an rp you didn't exactly want to do- or, an rp that you WANTED to do because your friend was soooooooo excited with his/her new brilliant idea that you wanted to at least TRY to get into it...
...even though you ALREADY were "into" one of their earlier, RECENT, brilliant rp ideas and were totally ready to go?
Yeah. Hopefully you people have no idea what I'm talking about :I Because if you DID, you'd be really f*cking frustrated.
BASICALLY this friend I've known since I was like 13 (we're both part of a small group of friends who rp...sort of...) is sooooooo full of ideas because he has such a HUGE imagination that he's always ditching one idea for the next.
And he even ends up ditching ideas I like, while shoving ones that're harder for me to wrap my head around down my freaking throat.
And it's not fair, because the idea I liked involved EVERYONE in the group- not just me, him, and my bf. But us three with 2 other people.
and I haven't rp'd with those 2 other people in forever, and it's making me depressed, like nothing's progressed with the awkwardness.
I just want us to have fun and be a family again...
..I already know a lot of that awkwardness was my own fault, but how could that one thing I did be that huge a mistake?
It didn't affect everyone negatively, just him, so...but I didn't mean to.
IDK.
Either way, I keep doing the rp I don't wanna do, because it makes him happy, but he still finds away to treat me like crap.
Or maybe I'm just on my period.
Still even if I am that doesn't mean he should bite my head off when I'm actually giving this ridiculous story a chance.
got dayum.