*sigh* beware the angst-ridden rantage of watashi....
well, i had a breakdown yesterday. good thing no-one was with me, at least to my knowledge. i was sitting in my room, letting things try to get sorted in my mind, and i just sorta broke. it was ridiculous; i felt so weak, and lost and alone... i was actually trying to do that 'strong man, don't cry' shit so my sis wouldn't come in and be like 'what
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I'm not better off. My mind can trick me into actually seeing and feeling Jin. As if I like torturing myself. And I often fantasize that I'm sitting on the edge of the fountian at the Barns and Noble, and I feel this gentle autumn breeze and suddenely I'm flyin with Jin, off to where I feel like I belong. Its wrong, and could never happen, but I feel like it is meant to be ( ... )
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