Lol.. there is one thing that many people dont know about me.. lol i told Gabe tonight cuz i thought that since we have been dating for almost a month that if things got even more serious that he would have to know... i have been sexually assulted and was raped when i was younger.. so ya that was a shock to him.. but now he understands me ( Read more... )

i guess i am just really fucking annoyed.. i hate this.. if he went to school still at sass this would be a hell of a lot better.. no i have to date someone that lives out of town and who is already graduated.. and i only get to see him on weekends for a few hours and lets see he always has to leave cuz i turn him on too much.. i am so fucking ... ( Read more... )

Everywhere on looks today, one always see's young lovers together, though how long have these two been together? how much time before they first started fooling around much more then kissing or necking? It is a very hard question to answer.. for each person it is different.. for a girl you dont want to be laibled as a slut or anything, and you dont ( Read more... )

UGh.. tehehehehe.. i am insane i swear.. and not happy with my body..stupid non O ( Read more... )

Its thursday.. lol. and i am gonna be dead tomorrow.. i swear.. going on a hike with ones boyfriend, when ones leg is not functioning properly is gonna kill me.. though thank god i finished my home work at school or else i would be dead. THough lets hope for fun tonight.. and no starvation. ! lol. ttyl maybe i will update when i get home laters on ( Read more... )

Of all the days why does tuesday have to be ther weirdest lol.. well not weird .. just mentaly painful.. stupid hand doesnt help that matter neither. stupid hand cramps.. and playing flute till i couldnt use my hand anymore ( Read more... )

well i had an interesting day.. well wasted some time yesterday waiting for gabe to call me.. lol.. meh ohewell.. and then he emails me really late last night and says lets go and have brunch. so sure why not.. doesnt call till bloody 11:30 and then comes picks me up.. go out for brunch and i pay.. lol.. got a bad look from him but meh.. if i have ( Read more... )

MUAHAhA! i had soo much fun last night though i was a tad bored when my father and my boufriend talked for 2hours about books and games and shit.. but meh they got a long and my whole family seems to like him so i am happy.. tehehehe though great guy to lay down on a bed and watch movies with .. tehehehee.. lol.. oh my . lol.. well resivour dogs ( Read more... )

i miss my kitty!.. i am sorry marty for all i did to you..
i cant sleep at night.. i cant feel her presense anymore.. its not too good.. i need someone to sleep with lol.. then i get a full nights rest.. hmm.. i dont think my parents would let my boyfriend sleep in my bed....

What to say... what to say.. well for one thing.. a note to men.. fucking call the girl.. alright.. we arent gonna call you.. i personaly have a phobia of calling people on the phone.. i am scared shitless of doing it and end up having a panic attack before i even dial ( Read more... )