Mizu wo watashi no chikara... today was seriously fun... the beach was great with me, alby, matt, brad and eleni... i didn't want the day to end! damn dentist! and i didn't even make it to the appointment on time! anyway, i'm not gonna make fun of eleni cuz i promised her i wouldn't but...*hint* what's anime? or "i want to be away from the seaweed ( Read more... )

well, just got back from my therapist and i'm gonna lay it straight... i'm tired of this wretched world... ignorance and naivete is the root to all evil... if you wanna hear my ideas on this idiotic planet that is ruled by an even more idiotic species, then i will be more than happy to digress my feelings unto you... having an awesome ( Read more... )

damn, i'm just awesomeness!!!! i went to golf practice today and my golf game is still the same...THE BEST!!! shit, i was shootin' those golf balls enough to make satan weak from the blood loss in his ball sac... my insructor was wondering if i was gonna go pro in the future, but i said nah, i'm good, maybe i'll play only in my spare time... THEN ( Read more... )

Oi minna-san! *yawn* today was pretty bad, cuz all of my feelings and emotions took over and totally changed my mood from happy to annoyed and confused... well, its weird cuz now, my mood changed again to just plain crazy, but eh, whatever, life is a bitch sometimes... yeah, so i wanna thank all of the ppl who let me vent on them or with them, lmao ( Read more... )

If You Still Believe ( Read more... )

ohayoo minna... well, today was pretty good, i guess... it was just weird though... spending time with alby was all cool, but its just that, matt and amy, only after 1 day, have already stopped being friends with benefits, usually i wouldn't care, but this got me disturbed... anyway, its cool, they are still friends so i'm not gonna be upset, its ( Read more... )

hilarious, matt and brad are my teammates... but i don't understand the part about amy being my romantic interest... funny though...


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hey folks! guess what? i have to go see a shrink, cuz my mom and doctor think i have self-esteem problems, they're right though... i have seriously been stressed out and i have had self-esteem problems since like middle school, but sometimes the way i act is a facade that is held up quite nicely... its okay, most of the time the way i act is the ( Read more... )

yo...! as most of you will probably know when you start reading this, i am not in a good mood... but, you know what... i'm not gonna let any of this affect me, breathe in, and breathe out... time's up... that didn't work almost 2 hours ago when i punched a hole in my mom's living room wall which drew blood on my hand... i'm afraid of what my mom's ( Read more... )

Che... Well, I finally did it, my feelings are definite, I am in love with alby, I have told her and it cannot be stopped...not by my mom, her parents, or anyone else against us... I will personally stop anyone who gets in my way, unless she says otherwise... It seems like this year I have been going through alot more shit than I had to last year ( Read more... )