ive had this journal since i was about 14 years old.  thats almost 11 years.  it mostly contains a plethora of bad emotions, thoughts on ED and extremely depressive statements.  anyways, 2 years ago i started a new blog.  one that contains photos of my travels and entries regarding other cultures, new discoveries and life lessons.  and the best ( Read more... )

seeking urgent care today...symptoms include:

missed periods
rapid weight gain
peeing a million times a day
fatigue
intense muscular pain in legs

we'll see what they say

haven't had a period in more than 2 months...

but my tubes are tied...

im confused

21:08 08JAN09 Some Country Club, Budapest, Hungary


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recently a lot of my friends have discovered their EDs and are writing about them.  more than two of the blogs i read daily are about them and it's starting to make me feel FAAAAT!   gr...

on another note, i miss my scale

i often wonder what the fuck i'm doing with my life...nothing really...nor do i want to be ( Read more... )

well the x's r gone n i dont give a fuck...maybe this will guarantee you stay out of  my life forever ( Read more... )

just read my friends OKCUPID profile and it made me smile:

The six things I could never do without Propose an edit
There's nothing I can't do without, but here's a few things I'd rather not:

My electronic piano (which I'd like to supplement with a real piano, but I can't right now because I don't have room for it)
A pen
A bicycle
An unabridged ( Read more... )

• 23:01 Who's ever heard of north american airlines #

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quick post!

yesterday Cassi and I hired two men to help me move. One was a felon and the other owned a cat with HIV. We paid them and dropped them off at the bar. Fun times. We also illegally dumped a futon and had to make a quick get away.

Today, Cassi helped me clean the apartment and I bought her copius amounts of food to pay her off. I ( Read more... )