i realize that i made a huge mistake in the past couple months and i am regrading it a lot right now. I have been writing poems a lot about this one person and i highly doubt she likes me or is going to me like me again like that. but i just want another chance and i know i am not going to get it cause my life just sucks. i wish i know wat to do ( Read more... )

i realize today during my study that it is hard to get over someone that you see all the time and talk to sometimes. even though i got in a big fight with her. it is hard not to like be around her knowing that either she doesnt like u or she doesnt like talking to you.grrrrrrr y is life weird.

think everyday, every moment do I really have friends ( Read more... )

nothing feels any worst then having losing a friend so that friend would go and lie to you over the phone and tell you i just need space and then goes out with another guy. that has been my fucking summer and i wish i could ............grrrrrrrr nvm i wont even start to say cause then all i need is rumors to start and i dont need that shit. it is ( Read more... )

it seems like people just either want to make you feel like you are cool or just want to piss you off in the long run. it seems that everyone i talked to in the school year that they wants to talk and hangout this summer but come to find out they dont want to talk to me at all and it just feels like i shouldnt even talk to anyone anymore expect ( Read more... )

"This is a night for love and affection" Found on a paper inside of a cookie from the dragon place in rowley just im hyper and i dont feel like thinking. this is not true but wish it was.

i have realize for the past week or so that how hard it is to get over a friend that you love alot and it is hard to talk and help that friend and talk to that person. it is so hard to get over and i am not sure if i will beable to get over this person for awhile. i hope we will be friends soon. :'(

i can tell you write right now that my summer is going to suck besides the fact im going to see and work for RA and hangout with them and going to Niaraga Falls. My summer has already suck and it has only be 3 days since school got out.

i realize today how much i thing can change you life. i realize how much i try not to think of what i did it seems to be that we were meant for each other and we will probably never ever have another chance again. life sucks then you die.

this weekend so far is awesome. i saw Star Wars 3 and didnt even know i was going to go see it this weekend. Soccer today and tomorrow pissed cause if my team makes it to the semi's and or champ game i cant play cause of marching band. grrrrrrrrrrrrr