so then, tonight we had this bible study at my house and my mom made this huge batch of chili, and it burnt, and no one wants to eat it. And then after study we were all like spred out and stuff. and then my dad was like shuttle all these people home and while he was doin' that jake and i did the dishes. it was fun.

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!! It rocks my toes off!!!! i have great friends, a great church and a great group of people that really care about me, atleast they say they do anyway. well anyway, i love them all soooooo much. And I actually want to type/write with   correct spelling!!!! and we bot a truck!!! And now i am watching this realllly wierd show at ( Read more... )

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( Hate this song )

Does anyone know why i do these things??I mean IU keep on messin' up and it sucks. i mean really, why do I have to lie to my ry?? why do i have to eat bad chicken salad?? and why do I keep wastin' wood on stupid paintings??? why why why????? and why does nick have to be such a pain in the(I would say it but i am a good christian girl ( Read more... )

( this song is my life leson )

K so then my day was kinda wierd. it was cool then bad then cool then bad. but in the end it was just cool. see i was mad/upset/happy/mean so i went out into my dads "shop" and started painting. it was fun and  I made some really really wierd stuff. And then i had this one board that was the one that i put all my paint on. Well i was liek whoot ( Read more... )

k this is awsome!!!! i got to save someone very important to me. this person mean alot to me and i get to be a part of this persons eternal life!!!! a part of were this person will spend thier future!!!! anyway i thkn that i am sooooooooooooooooo happy i will have a hard time sleeping, and ryan threw up she was so worked up!!!

hey guys, i know that i am eing really really really stupid about this whole thing and now i feel really really bad about it too. my last post was one of those "bad day want to die, need to complain" posts and i didn't mean half the things i said. i needed to sleep and to pray and to think. i did all those and will continue to do those but now i ( Read more... )

so then my life is really really wierd. I miss jake, ryan and beka even though ryan and beka never left, I still miss them. and i keep letting myself down too. i mean i keep oon blowing up at people when they did nothing wrong. And i keep on lieing to ryan too. that really stinks and makes me really really mad.I mean she should know the truth, but ( Read more... )