Well, I had a good trip to Missouri. Allow me to elaborate. I left early in the morning around 9 AM and arrived to my Uncle Roger's place around 4 PM. Luckily the traffic wasn't too heavy. Anyway, we were greeted by my uncle and his dog Max, who was a little shy. So we relaxed a while and I went to sleep early. The next morning we got up and ( Read more... )

Well, I have returned from North Carolina yesterday. Here is the day by day ( Read more... )

No more mind games, no more tricks, I am who I am and don't force me to prove it. I'm tired of being the tossed aside, looked away from, I'm a good friend, but never anything more? Girls get on my last nerve. I'm a male who's incredibly cheesed off at this topic. If another girl allows me to think I stand a chance and then throws me down, I'm ( Read more... )

Recently, I came in touch with a good friend. We found we like each other somewhat equally. Anyway, I've been in the process of setting up a date with her. I almost got to yesterday, but she wasn't in the mood. Understandable. So, try try again hm? I've got one conflict though, she's still sorta attached to her ex, and her ex's mistress keeps ( Read more... )

You know, I've really confused myself emotion wise. I'm not sure whether I'm happy, sad, apathetic, mad, vengeful, or otherwise. One tries to be the gentleman whom everyone can rely on, but recently, I've no reciprocation for my actions. Do people really appreciate me? For all the times I don't let them down? For the support I show and the ( Read more... )

Ever get the ever dooming feeling? The feelings of love that you have for a person that you know shouldn't be because they're with another? I'm in that tango right now. I love her dearly, but alas I cannot follow my feeling because she is with another. I recall my Italian penfriend saying this best: "You know you can't have someone, but your ( Read more... )

My Personal Dna Report

Okay, so I'm quiet, so I'm not outgoing, and not very aggressive, so what? At least I'm not a jerk. Why must people see this as a problem and take advantage of me for it. I swear I let some people step on me more than I should. It seems to the point that I have no spine for being quiet, shy, and kept to myself. I wish some people would think of ( Read more... )

Wow, haven't updated in a while. Well, my life has been a bit busy. Let's start with number one ( Read more... )

I feel really proud of myself. 12 years of silence broken within a few days. I feel alot more confident in myself. I was getting tired of keeping quiet and thoughts to myself. Updates about myself, hmm.... well St. Patricks day at 9 PM at Fiddler's hearth was awesome! I got to watch Irish dancing and listen to Irish music. At the end, my and ( Read more... )