It's easier to believe in this sweet madness...
I went to go see my cousins perform last night. Carrie is an amazing dancer. It made me regret ever quitting.
She was absolutely beautiful and it made me jealous to see someone whose performance was based solely on themselves. To be able to perform and not have your performance based upon the performance of others must be an incredible thing.
I haven't been able to fall asleep lately, kind of frustrating. Mostly because of this stupid summer camp. Everyone keeps talking to me about it and bringing it up, especially my family and coach, telling me about the great opportunity. I guess the fact that I don't want to go just kind of fell away from the main focus. Achievements and opportunities have always been the focus, and I guess that isn't going to change anytime soon. Then again, I don't want not going to become another regret. Either way it isn't up to me. The deciding voice made its decision a long time before I agreed to it.
On the upside, I went to IHOP for breakfast.