Last night was midly intresting; ok, fuck mild, it was extrememly intresting. So while I am at work, Justin calls asks if I would like to hang over at Todd's; I say sure why not. Go over there after changing out of my work clothes hung out with them and got into a nice little decussion about anal sex. That was only a little ackward around Justin ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of Bakersfield

Many reasons
1) I HATE being the "who's who"
2) I need away from parents
3) Bakersfield is going to rot my brain if I stay too long
4) Things are changing and the time has come live my own life

and many more

The world was destroyed last night in my dreams. Good thing I didn't fully take it out on my disobediant co-workers. But yes; in my dream i met Britany Spears and told her how wonderful I thought her music was *gag* and then all the satallites went fucking bezerk and fires started errupting and meators fell from the sky and it was just awesome ( Read more... )

OK, called Carol today. . . . told her that she needed to have that talk with mom. If there is anyone who could knock some fucking sense into her it's Carol. We had a really long conversation on the riverboat in New Orleans about me not being truly happy which was caused by mom and the way she treats me ( Read more... )

Nothing has been going on in the life of Nicole. Just boring ol' crap ( Read more... )

Thank you Reggie and Doug ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning ate a very fast breakfast of pancakes, got online, looked at my friends list and saw gothicblade's post about me. (unfortunatelyhe marked it friends only so you all can't see it) It took my breath away. It was so sweet that I all most cried. I've been wanting to say so many things; so many things that I am left without words to ( Read more... )

I have a strange urge to dye my hair black. . . I know it wouldn't look good *sigh*

I visited Patrick last night and our meeting was simply wonderful. Wouldn't you say so dear? The only down side is that I miss him horribly right now. He held me all day, and it felt so wonderful to be with him, lying there next to him. It was wonderful ( Read more... )

OK, so here is the deal, I asked my dad if he could pick up Phillip today and he went off on a tanget about HOW important MY life was compared to his. Fuck you dad, I just asked for a simple favor.

SO, I am stuck here till about 12; telling mom that I am haning out with friends and going to see gothicblade in Fresno. I can't let him be so close and not see ( Read more... )