im about ready to punch a fucking hole in my wall

you know, i really really really hate it when people have a problem with me and consistently dont tell me. and then they drop little hints about it but just let me try and guess about it and then i start thinking that they're mad at me for some reason and then i get mad too and then it turns into some big stupid fight than shouldn't have happened ( Read more... )

okay well i guess everyone still has a problem with me so i guess that means i cant put any pictures on lj anymore because everyone's photophobic and/or wants to be a pornstar.

so im finally back from band camp. its quite bittersweet. i miss the dorms and hanging out with friends and stuff but there were some really shitty things.... including a fight between me and amanda and camry and a new crush. and another crush that is no more (thank god ( Read more... )

i found out what i like in boys. #1: hair. #2: mouth/lips ( Read more... )

oh i guess i havent updated in a while ( Read more... )

k so i guess i dont have to go to my dad's anymore since he is driving down here... he should be here really soon. gee maybe i should get dressed or something. we are going to see collective soul tonight and then we will watch the fireworks and then he will sleep over since he doesn't like to drive at night ( Read more... )

i have internet! finally. my mom was stupid and didn't buy a router though so we can only have one computer online at a time, so i can't spend my entire life on the computer, or so my sister says ( Read more... )

so my mom left me here to "watch the animals" while they go unpack at the new house, she found my sister's empty cigarette packs in her dresser, and im watching the butt ugly martians.

ok so i dont know when ill be online next the moving dudes are here as we type and theyre moving all our crap into a big truck. i like the new house... a lot. im only going to miss a couple things... like our whirlpool tub :(

soooo i guess i'll update when i have internet again.