so I scream fuck you
with my fist in the air
but I hope you know
I really dont fucking care

i found this as tom's away but it seemed like my life completely...

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so my mom called today, and was just talking to me about stuff and like what was happening and what not. and at the end of the conversation she said "love ya babe" and i was like alright bye...i dont think i have told my mom i loved her...like ever. like maybe when i was like really little but i cant come up with a time that i remember saying it. i ( Read more... )

My old friend, I recall
The times we had hanging on my wall
I wouldn't trade them for gold
Cause they laugh and they cry me
Somehow sanctify me
Their woven in the stories I have told
And tell again

My old friend, I apologize
For the years that have passed
Since the last time you and I
Dusted off those memories
But the running and the races
The people and the ( Read more... )

so there is this guy in my life, that i love the very most. he is most definately one of my best friends, and if i lost him i have no idea what i would do. well a few weeks ago he posed this idea for us to take it to the next level and possibly date. but i havent seen much of him this summer, and we have both taken drastic changes with ourselves ( Read more... )

i hate fuckin seeing people like this. it makes me sooo sad ( Read more... )

i always see people together, and wonder why i cant have that with someone. its like im afraid of love too, because when i get into a relationship i always get out before i can get hurt. i hate that i dont know how to fix it, and its really annoying.

im trying to say something really important, but i cant put it into words or not into words that ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted something more in the world then you have never wanted so much before...but not known what it is?

"You were always there when I needed you, never left my side, always there to lean on and dry the tears I cried. I could always talk to you, you never seemed to mind, you voice so honest and gentle, your words so honest and kind. I thought I'd never meet someone as special as you are, you're my best friend in the whole wide world, you're my ( Read more... )