Comments | mjwilliamson: Never trust. I repeat: NEVER.

mjwilliamson

Never trust. I repeat: NEVER.

Aug 19, 2005 00:20

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glitter_glitz August 19 2005, 09:10:40 UTC

Just one blow after the other. I'm sorry hun. *hugs*

mjwilliamson August 20 2005, 18:13:00 UTC

uh.... yeah.

I'm getting pretty emotionally black and blue.

I'm getting pretty tired of getting shit like this dealt to me, and I'm about ready to revolt.

((hugs))

glitter_glitz August 20 2005, 21:05:24 UTC

I cannot say that I would blame you. There's only so much one can take with a "smile on the face" before they just get fed up with it.

siegeengine August 19 2005, 10:49:59 UTC

... *big huge hugs*

there's more to trust than... trust.

I mean... well, this probably isn't the time. It's just that trust is often a multifaceted thing.

I'm sorry things seem to have been going so very bad for you. You have my support and some positive energy. I hope things manage to turn out better soon. I mean... things when they're seemingly at their worst can only get better, right?

Sometimes, a certain kind of trust is overrated. Other kinds of trust, though, are vital.

sorry. I don't make a lot of sense lately, but I hope things get better for you very soon.

*more hugs*

mjwilliamson August 20 2005, 18:11:47 UTC

I think I understand the kind of trust that you speak of..... even though it's kind of a foriegn concept to me....

Thing is, now I don't trust him on ANY level, because this was something that was NOT OK in our relationship. He accused me of things like this quite often, and now.... my perception of him has changed.

it.just.licks.my.ass.

(((hugs)))

riverbirch August 19 2005, 23:07:55 UTC

*hugs* That really, really sucks. My thoughts are with you...

mjwilliamson August 20 2005, 18:09:44 UTC

yup, it really, really does.

thank you for keeping me in your thoughts. I WILL get through this. I will not let something like this dictate how the rest of my life turns out.

broknhallelujah August 20 2005, 17:00:39 UTC

oof. sweeite. that sucks. what the hell is happening to everyone!? im getting divorced, people are breaking up, youre finding shit like this out...its fucking insane. i miss you. i feel bad that our coorespondance has faded. lets try to keep in touch again more, if nothing else, than just to help each other get through our shit.

mjwilliamson August 20 2005, 18:08:40 UTC

I miss you more than I can say. I kind of took a hiatus from all things online for a while, because Chad viewed ALL of it as a threat, and thought that I was somehow being unfaithful to him... NOW.... that sounds more like a guilty conscience to me.

Anyway, I really want us to talk like we used to. I miss hearing about the boys, and about how my future son-in-laws are doing, growing and changing!!

well... looks like single motherhood is on the horizon for both of us...

I'll hang in there if you will.

((hugs))

mercury_ca August 20 2005, 19:14:32 UTC

This sucks, love.

But it can be resolved, you know.

mjwilliamson August 22 2005, 03:11:46 UTC

resolved???

like, as in, with a VERY HEAVY frying pan??

lol, OH.... I know about the reply to the date.com thing. I did that, so that I could show Chad that the record of dates and replies/shown interest thing was accurate.