Day 5 of my fast and I was doing so good... untill tonight. My friend took me out for my b-day and we went to a bar and grill and had mixed drinks and steak fries and then taco bell on the way home. Yuck. But I just finished vomiting so I hope I got most of it out. But up untill tonight it was the longest I have ever fasted. And when I started this ( Read more... )

Hello all!  I am sorry I havent been around... I went home for the holiday and couldnt use LJ due to sever paranoia!! Hee hee but anyways:  I am joining all of those fasting!!!!  This will only be my second fast; my first I only lasted like 3 days... so Im gonna beat that this time around.  I havent had anything today or yesterday.  So I am off on ( Read more... )

I great yesterday! Made it to the gym and then went to work. This new job is working out well because there in no one there to watch me. Yesterday I was getting shaky so I had to eat a couple crackers. I am worried about today though because I don't have to work so I will be sitting at home all day doing nothing. I'm gonna try to find stuff to just ( Read more... )

I had my first day at new job today and it went pretty good. The fast also went good with nothing to eat till 11 then I had a bite of chicken fajita just to get my hubby to shut up, so only like 20 cal today if that many. Plus I made it to the gym and walked about an hour uphill and that was -957 cal. I want to be in the 90's by my 23rd birthday ( ( Read more... )

I'm excited... I start my new job tomorrow so it will be so easy to fast for the first few days at least. My mind will be on doing good instead of food. Except payday is tomorrow from my other job and I always take my daughter out to eat on Mondays and she knows it..... I will get alot of questions of why am I not eating and I hate lying to her. ( Read more... )

Hey,
I just thought that I would introduce myself, my name is Jennifer, and I am just joined this community. Just thought that I would say hey, and I will post more later.

oh... it's 1 in the morning and I can't sleep and I have to be 'up' in three hours for after-thanksgiving-day-sales. I can't sleep. I did pretty good today, I got to eat and purge all of it up..... untill i went to my moms house and she had made a chocolate pudding pie with a graham cracker crust because she knows that is the one thing I can not ( Read more... )

Does anyone know/have the Star Magazine scan from the November 1st issue. It's entitled: "Mary;Kate's Relapse." I want the inside scans. Or have you seen any pictures...well I'll explain the outfit...MK was wearing a blue jacket with a black shirt underneath and suit pants. She had on blue sunglasses. Thanks for any help.

I was doing so well today.. I didn't eat anything untill three and then I had to have something just to have something, you know. So I ate a tootsie pop... then another.. and another. But still thats not bad, three tootsie pops for the whole day...then I went to my inlaws house and she sent us home with popcorn chicken and mac-n-cheese so of course ( Read more... )

I am having such a bad day.... no make that month! Everything is so out of comtrol.... my life seems to be going all down, except my wieght...thats surley going up... I'm back up to 107lbs. AHHHH! That is 15lbs gained back in the last month. But I guess it is my fault for abandoning my good old reliabe habits of binging and purging and trying to ( Read more... )