I dont know what to do with myself at this point. I feel lost. They say its only when you look back that you realize how far forward you have come. What happens when you look back and it doesnt seem like you have gone anywhere. I try my best to be a good person and a loyal friend. I want to be someone that almost anyone who knows me feels like ( Read more... )

These days the evenings are getting more and more restless. Every day I am so optimistic, but when night sets in, all I can do is worry. Lacking a job hurts a lot right now and makes me very worried. At night I think of all the things that will go wrong if this lasts too long, and I never end up with enough sleep. As a result I end up going out ( Read more... )

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I dont know 100% that this is for real or not, but accordign to EGM, and they have a screenshot to back it up, the bonus disc for preordering the new Zelda is going to be a remake of Wind Waker. In the graphics for the new Zelda game. And with two dungeons that were cut from Wind Waker. Should be sweet ( Read more... )

I have recently been getting more and more addicted to this series. I finally found a translated rom of Shin Megami Tensei 1 for SNES, and am looking for translations of Shin Megami Tensei 2, and Shin Megami Tensei if ( Read more... )

Cigars lost to fire ^_^

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My dad just told me today that he isn't gonna charge me rent until I get a job again! That is at least one thing I don't have to worry about.

Also an update. My friend David that had a heart attack is doing well, and has been out of the hospital for several days. He is now seeing various specialists but he is going to be ok.

I have been fired. Today really sucks.

Well due to a dumbass fuckup I am probally gonna lose my job. And if I do, unless I find something almost immediatly, I am probally gonna lose my appartment and have to move back in with my parrents again. Damnit I think I am gonna cry.

What am I still doing up? I am exhausted, I have to get up early, and yet I lay in bed for an hour and still cant sleep. Just too much on my mind I guess, and nothing I really feel comfortable talking about in here, lest it fall on wrong ears or be taking wrong ( Read more... )