I really have been missing her today. Wedding stuff always makes me miss my mom SO much. Whenever I think about my mom I always think about how I wish I could turn back time and treat my mom a little nicer than I did. I was always so negative and mean to my mom. Whenever I treated her that way she used to always tell me "you shouldn't treat me ( Read more... )

I’ve so had it with this wedding!!! I want to marry Brent more than anything else in this world but I’ve seriously had enough of this wedding bullshit. It all seems like a waste of time and money and is waste of people’s emotions. So far, I’ve had one of best friends pretty much back out, for a good reason though, she’s trying to continue her ( Read more... )

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Brent's sleeping and I'm trying to become sleepy so I can get up and go to work tomorrow. I just found out this afternoon that my bosses gave me a raise today! :) Another one!!! I just got one not too long ago. I think me being gone for a week and a half made them realize how much they need me. That place will fall apart without me ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish we could move back to Gainesville. I get so lonely and become so miserable here in Jacksonville. I just want to go back to everything I know and all the people I trust. Here in Jacksonville I don't trust really anyone except for Brent. It's so hard going from a city were I have friends that I've know almost my whole life ( Read more... )

Brent and I went house shoppping today! We are both so excited about owning our very own house. Pretty f-ing cool considering that I'm only 21 and Brent is 23. The first one we looked out was super ghetto! Yuck! The second one was way awsomeular! 4 bedrooms and 2 baths, it's bigger than my parents house, but I think it might be too big for ( Read more... )

I'm excited about this live journal thing! My most adorable sister-in-law showed me how to do this. It'll give me something to do while I'm not at work. Thanks Courtney!