well things are going swell! little girl is at 25 1/2 weeks. i still have not figured out a name yet, maybe riley jane, remedy, or tallulah... i had a long talk with her future aunt on the fathers side. she was midwife on my last miscarriage. his family is trying to play the "it's not his" card for some reason. so her and i talked the other ( Read more... )

the move went well. i wish i could get over the misery of not having him in my life. now its time to name this little girl growing in my gut.

also, i would murder someone for a sweet potato cheese cake right now. i have to stop watching food network. you have no idea what nasty things it does for my cravings.

well hello there crazy month ( Read more... )

I ran into an old friend on the street today. it was good to see him healthy and in sane spirits. For some reason seeing him helped cheer me up a bit. Silly I know, but that man every now and then pops up and tugs at my worrisome heart strings and messes with me for months. I remember when I first met him he was drinking flood booze and chasing ( Read more... )

I have had the Viva Viagra song in my head for hours. it's as pleasant as you would expect.

the squid is doing good. we are at 18wks, i go next month to get a peek at it's privates

i'm still terrified everyday of doing this alone. i'm pretty sure i can do it...

I wish maybe i were not in the south for this pregnancy shit. it's hot.

Things are going hot and humidly great.

i am 16wks now and starting to get the joys of being prego in the summer. swollen feet and all around whale like feeling.

I can't wait to get out of this city and back to a normal climate. also, i want some trees.

13 1/2 wks, that's official 2nd trimester, that officially lowers my risk of miscarriage dramatically, and i think that's what you call a good thing ( Read more... )

i got to see the fetus in ultrasound vision today. it looks like a dancing alien! I think i will still call her a squid.

i am alive.

i am 12wks prego.

i am in new orleans.

i am missing you.

things are going great. stupid fake winter is about to get on my nerves however. i want it to dump snow, for real.

everything is great. the house is wonderful, pat is wonderful, mountains are great.

people should call me.