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mljamms

If i die before i wake, i pray the Lord my soul to take...

May 22, 2005 22:49

These days are filled with thoughts of hate and love and the lock-in brought it all to a harsh reality. Some hate I may never be able to let go of. Some love I may never be able to share ( Read more... )

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_burnxburn_ May 23 2005, 05:08:04 UTC

Yeah... the lock in certainly brought out love.... and hate.... eh.

I always love lock ins. So thanks.

Love you.

marge8932 May 23 2005, 09:23:32 UTC

So sory about whatever happened on jealees' b-day..hope everything works itself out as i'm sure it will.. Thinking of going to foley's grad, too..so if i dont see ya there..see ya on the 5th..and it still is the fith, is it not?? Love ya! marg

x8xtarex9x May 23 2005, 12:25:24 UTC

thank you.

<3 ya pops.

daydreamie1 May 23 2005, 14:53:27 UTC

i miss you. i miss kairos mtgs and crazy ymca lock-ins and vicariate stuff. i know there's no going back. and don't get me wrong, i love college and i'm keeping the faith and living the 4th in a whole new way. but, still, even as everything changes, there's a longing for old times...mmm, endings always make me nostalgic. it's probably a good thing i can't be home for foley's grad, but i'll be thinking of you all. much love ~ shannon

petit_danseur May 23 2005, 18:17:49 UTC

I feel you on the unlovable part. It is baby steps that must be taken in order to feel lovable. It is hard when hope is shattered. Sorry I couldn't come to the lock-in, I was beckoned by my aunt to go see my cousin wrestle at states. He didn't do so hot, but at least we hung out for sometime after. I am glad it was a good experience :)
"It's not easy Trying to understand How the world can be so cold
Stealing the souls of man Cloudy skies rain down On all your dreams
You wrestle with the fear and doubt Sometimes it's hard, but you gotta believe THERE'S A BETTER PLACE WHERE OUR FATHER REIGNS AND EVERY TEAR HE'LL WIPE AWAY THE DARKNESS WILL BE GONE THE WEAK SHALL BE STRONG HOLD ON TO YOUR FAITH THERE WILL COME A DAY Wars are raging Lives are scattered Innocence is lost And hopes are shattered The old are forgotten The children are forsaken In this world we're living in Isn't anything sacred?"
* hOpE jAcK iS aLrIgHt*
Luv ya,
erica