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Nov 07, 2004 18:22

I am so really incredibly annoyed with myself. This is yet another day where I have written pages of stuff - stuff that I was really happy with - only to accidentally push some fucking button and have it all go magically away to where ever the fuck it is that shit you lose on your computer goes. Goddamnit. And the feeling I get as I watch as it ( Read more... )

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jakemercadante November 7 2004, 18:59:59 UTC

It's just relapse bullshit. And it's NOT ALLOWED! He's screwin' you, no pun intended, and no lady should have to put up with such improper behavior. Just say goodbye, and kick him in the nuts.

yes yes of course mllemeowy November 8 2004, 00:35:09 UTC

it is all relapse bullshit (or did you perhaps mean something other than relapse, and if not - why the word "relapse"? And is it me who is relapsing or he?) but it makes me wonder, as I sit here drinking whisky, why in the world I would even care about what motivates him or even my self in respect to our crappy relationship b/c it wasn't like it was all wine and roses. In fact the only things going for it was sex, friendship and lots and lots of drinking. Taking the word or concept of relationship out of the equation and what is left? I guess it could go two ways - either nothing or exactly the same as before but without what made it a bullshit situation... furthermore what makes a fairly intelligent fairly goodlookingifabitplump girl like myself wallow in the depths of misery over someone who I am better off w/out as well as believing that I will now be doomed to a life where I die alone with 10,000 white cats in some inner city ghetto after being violently raped ~ the only good thing in that scenario is that the cats somehow ( ... )

Re: yes yes of course jakemercadante November 8 2004, 00:43:38 UTC

So are you saying that this is a let-ir-ride situation, and that you're gonna use him? Oh please don't. YOU are Cindi MONTFUCKINGOMERY. And what vivid pictures you paint...who magically peserved Hector's body in the Iliad? Maybe they can help you out.
As I see it there are two types of depression-- the kind that takes time to break, and the kind that takes action. The first is for break-ups and deaths. The second happens when people aren't doing what they're supposed to be doing, and they KNOW IT. Ahem. Luckily we'll have this all taken care of very soon, withOUT the help of cats. mostly.

Re: yes yes of course mllemeowy November 8 2004, 01:41:22 UTC

ah yes, the vivid pictures. most of this is practice for when I write the pulitzerprizewinninggreatamericannovel... look for it next spring.